This Brings Tears To My Eyes. My Sacrifice.

I was facebook-ing.

When I came across this post.

It was so sad and almost made me cried. Tapi bergenang je la tapi.:P Dah sape suh grandpa tu nanges sampai merah-merah mata.+__+ sedih gla kot.

Since I know I cant really contribute my energy macam Heliza yang banyak kali pi hantar bantuan kat sana. Tak kesah la kat Palestine ke, Syria ke. Paling-paling yang kita dapat buat pon bagi derma tru ‘Aqsa Syariff – Ni khas untuk Palestin je tau’. And then sedekahkan doa untuk umat Islam kat sana. Mintak Allah kuatkan semangat, hilangkan penderitaan, musnahkan tentera-tentera zionist laknatullah tu. Apart from that, theres nothing much that we could do.

As for me, Ive made a few sacrifices to help them. Bukan pengorbanan sangat la since aku dengan agak paksa-rela diri sendiri untuk buat kan. Oh. The title? Yes. I exaggerate a bit. Haha. Abaikan.

Firstly! Facial foam. Aku memang peminat tegar, eh bukan Tegar-Aku-Yang-Dulu-Bukanlah-Yang-Sekarang tu. 0__o I was a veryyy loyal customer of Garnier. Facial foam yang berasaskan limau. Aku kan orang environment. Haruslah pakai product pon yang berkaitan dengan bunga, pokok dan buah dan yang sewaktu dengannya. Tapi talking about lemon, aku memang suke pakai limau pon. Kalau pi Giant memang keje aku borong limau nipis je. Pakai masa mandi. Kalau letak kat rambut, homaigodddd konfem aku tido nyenyak malam tu sebab rambut wangi sangat. Cheq sukaaaaa!!! (Intonasi Aminah anak Lepat) :’) That was one of Israel’s product that I banned la. Pastu sekarang aku nampak je iklan Garnier yang ada bunga sakura tu, setan kat kepala da cucuk-cucuk suh beli. Comeiii kottt botol dia. Kaler pink. Annoying gla okay.

And lucky for me, tak lama pastu I changed my facial foam to this.

Thank God! You are my savior!^^ *Tapi pahtu Kak Marina dok pegang-pegang muka aku cakap “asal cantik sangat kulit awak?” aku plak yang blur. Akak perli sy ke apa?-.-”

Next!!!~

Ni pon agak payah la nak boycott. Since Ive used them ages ago. Best kot. Dahla lembut. Yela. Dahla susah nak jumpa mende yang boleh buat kau terpikat, astu takkan la senang-senang je nak suh suka kat mende lain. EH? 0__o Okay. Tapi right now, I use Dove. So far okay laaaa. Coz before guna loreal, I used Herbal Essence. Tapi syampu tu buat rambut kering. Mesti syampu tu pon sedey sambil nyanyi lagu Simple Plan “im sorry.. i cant be perfect..”

Okay. Thirdly!

Ni yang paleng menguji keimanan aku yang rapuh dan nipis macam kulit bawang ni. I used to be the one who really love it!!! Dah tagline pon Im Loving It.:P

Kalau zaman blaja dulu, aku memang tak pandang kepsi langsung la. Macam helloooo.. kau tak sama level langsung dengan mcD okay. Kira bagi aku, mcd memang terbaek la time tu. Tapi pastu bila dah stat boikot, nak taknak tepaksa pi kepsi bila nak lepaskan gian. Pathetic gla ok. Memula dulu memang susah la. Tapi once you know how to handle yourself, you get used to it naturally. As time when by, kau seap boleh lepak dengan member kat sana without makan mcd. Hebat bukan. Butttt. Im not an angel. Im just a human with so many flaws. Bulan puasa last year, kami ma’zurah beramai-ramai. Bila dah sume takleh pose, maka kami pon wajib la carik makanan. Kitorg makan dalam kete je time tu sebab satgi kena masuk van jenazah plak tak pepasal. All my friends sume nak makan mcd. Nak taknak tepaksa join la. Its like, orang cakap kalau darurat takpekan?-.-”

Maka, dengan rasa tak berapa nak bersalah tu, I ate them. Chicken mcDelux (my feveret burger dulu), fries n air. I finished them all. And homaiigoddd.. Aku dah macam pegang watak dalam cite Vampire Diaries tu. Macam bila Stefan yang konon-konon vampire veggie yang hisap darah haiwan je and tak hisap darah manusia. And suddenly bila dia tak tahan nafsu and hisap darah manusia, dia teros takleh control. Hah. Macam tu la yang aku rasa. HAHAHAHAHAHAA. Dasat gla kottt. Sebab tu aku paham perasaan Damon. Tetiba.

But sometimes… it makes me feel like, susahnyaaaa nak istiqamah. That was the last time aku makan mekdi. And sometimes bila datang demam or badan tak sihat, mula la nak mengidam bubur mekdi. Cam padddiaaaa ifi. Boleh tak jangan nak mengada sangat! Its your own choice. Just bear with it. Tapi sekarang aku layan Burger King ngan Wendys jelaaaaa.^^ Seploh kali lagi sedap okayyy.

Takpela kita korban sikit. Sebab..,

Mereka tersiksa berjuta-juta kali lebih teruk dari apa yang kita rasa.

O Allah! Bring into harmony the hearts of Muslims, unite their forces, make righteous their leaders, and unite their word on the truth

O Allah! Grant victory to your religion (Islam), your Book (The Qur'ān), and the Sunnah of your Prophet Muhammad (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him); and give victory to your servant believers and the truthful Mujahideen (those who fight in the path of Allah).

O Allah! Make us safe and secure in our countries, make righteous our imams and leaders, support with the truth our imam and leader, and make available for him a righteous retinue, guide him to do what you love and accept,

O Allah! Protect our Muslim brothers in Syria, Burma, Palestine, and everywhere O Lord of the world, heaven and earth, O Allah! Be on their side; mend their defeat, have mercy on their weakness, feed their hungry people, clothe those without clothes amongst them, and be on their side with Your generosity, O Lord of the world, heaven and earth; provide them with your support, O Allah! Provide them with your support, O Allah! Provide them with your support, and grant them your victory.

O Allah! Restore to the best the conditions of our Muslim brothers everywhere, O Allah! Grant them victory in Palestine over the aggressive Zionists, O Allah! Save Al-Aqsa mosque from the claws of the aggressive Jewish Zionists!

O Allah! Be with our Muslim brothers in Syria, O Allah! Be with our Muslim brothers in Syria, O Allah! Stop their bloodshed, O Allah! Stop their bloodshed, O Allah! Stop their bloodshed, 

O Allah! The night of their being oppressed has become long, so please drive away this oppression from them and bring near the dawn of victory to Islam and Muslims, O Lord of Alamin,(mankind, jinn and all that exists).

O Allah! Improve the conditions of our Muslim brothers in all countries. O Allah!
Improve their conditions in Syria. O Allah! Gather them around Your Truth and
Guidance. 

O Allah! Spare their blood, reassure them, feed the hungry people among
them, preserve their dignity and honour, strengthen their hearts, and grant them power and victory over their oppressors! O Allah! Lift the siege around them! O Allah!
Bring an end to their suffering! O Allah! Bring an end to their suffering!