the lucky gal and a+still+annoying+boi

since sy masih di mood gembira+terkejut+bersyukur, so im writing this entry to express all my feelings. oh. by the way, today is gonna be my bestfriend's big day! In shaa Allah. everything will go smoothly. tak sabar! tak sabar! nak pegang perut aten!:) tak sabar nak jumpa member. fara is getting engaged nexwik. alhamdulillah... syukur ya Tuhan atas jodoh dan rezeki ini.

okay. sambung balik. mana kita tadi? the story began...

i wasnt aware for this whole time. like. seriously.. sebab sy bukanla seorang yang rajin stalk kazen sendiri. hikhik. astu semalam cam tiba-tiba teringat nak bkk pesbuk n i was like...

subhanallah... maybe because.. sy sangattt tak expect. and i know its obviously because.... i reallyyyyy love them to be together (longgggg time ago, i once asked him if he likes her. and at that time i cant really remember whats his answer was sebab macam tak pay attention sangat time tu.:P)

hahaha.. and apart of that..

when i go through their pre wed photos, i came to realized that jodoh tu sangat indah. sebab pengaturan oleh Allah yang tahu apa yang kita tak taw. wase cam nak post gambar diorang kat sini sebab comey (like.. this is my blog. suke ati sy la nak pos gambar apa pun kan). and before my brother hangin n suh delit, better jangan. ekekeke. (sebab dia ada capability untuk suh orang delit post walhal post tu tade kena mengena dengan dia. LOL. dan the irony part was i still listened to him. that annoying big brother. apekah?)

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to you...

my most honest+trustful+kind+reliable big brother, (batuk2. ikhlas ke tak puji ni?)

Congrats on your engagement!

May Allah bless you and your fiancee.

May Allah ease your journey..

Dapat anak comeiii2 cam asif.:)) or muka cam korea (like me. hikhik.)

i mean dapat anak-anak yang soleh dan solehah.:)

Semoga berkekalan hingga ke syurga. In shaa Allah... 

BarakAllahu fiik...

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i love you so much to the extend that i really hope you will always be happy with your life.

and i know you will be a good husband, father and khalifah Allah.

:') terharu...

nak pi cari beli kain nak pakai time wedding incik abg. amboiii. nanti bila Dan kawen, silap2 haku yang peluk dia sebab suka sangat. haha. apekah?

Alhamdulillah... terima kasih ya Allah..

eid 2013

today is my first day working after long holiday for hari raya. im all alone in my room. my boss cuti sampai nextwik. and botaq yang suddenly text cakap kete dia prob arini. waddeeee..

sy pasrah.T.T

so in a meanwhile, i finished all tasks that my boss gave to me. okay. not all.+__+ baru 2 yang da setel. another 5 tasks to do.:P

eid 2013..

alhamdulillah.. i received this lovely gift.

so beautiful. dengan excitednya pakai masa semayang raya aritu. hikhik. Thanks luv!

our family portrait.:)

Alhamdulillah. Thanks ya Allah for the blessing You gave us until this moment.

the portrait isnt complete since my angah balek raya on her hasben's side at terengganu.

akhir kata..

happy eid mubarak.. May Allah bless you. may Allah bless us. in shaa Allah.

be happy. coz we deserve it.^^

All i ever wanted

Mohon ditetapkan hati.

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cuma itu pintaku.
Ya Tuhan..


In shaa Allah. everythings gonna be fine.

we dont necessarily see the truth, we actually feel it.

Knee down. to pray and let your head make sujood and feel the miracle.

BarakAllahu fiik...

Setiap kebahagiaan itu ada kesakitan yang pernah dia lalui. Kisah hidup orang semuanya berbeza. Tak adil rasanya kalau kita nak bandingkan kebahagiaan yang orang lain perolehi dengan apa yang kita tak dapat. Sebab bagi aku, setiap orang bahagianya berbeza. dugaannya pon berbeza. siapa kita nak persoalkan kenapa Tuhan beri kebahagiaan pada mereka yang kadang-kadang dugaan yang mereka lalui belum tentu kita mampu mengatasinya kalau kita yang alaminya sendiri.

bahagia. memang fitrah manusia ingin menyayangi dan disayangi dengan ikhlas. aku pernah beritahu kawan baik aku yang sekarang dah selamat kahwin pun, "susah kita nak jumpa orang yang kita suka dan dia pun suka dekat kita jugak." tu maksud jatuh cinta yang aku faham la. syukur alhamdulillah bila aku jumpa dia. entah dari mana perasaan tu hadir pon aku tak pasti. masih sujud syukur bila tahu hormon oxytocin dan serotonin aku masih berfungsi dengan baik. 0__o mana taknya, si ifi yang hati kering tiba-tiba jadi fragile gla tahap 7 petala langit.

sejak bila awak suka sy?

sejak first time diorang kenalkan awak. au yong suh sy deal dengan awak pasal konkad worker.

okay. sumpah sy tak ingat.+__+

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means dah 6 bulan? kenapa tak confess?

sebab ramai sangat orang site minat awak. sy tak berani. dah awak tu nape tak cakap awak suka sy?

sebab ramai sangat mokcik kat opis tu berkenan nak jadikan awak menantu diorang. tu baru makcik. -.-'

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paused.

sepanjang aku berkawan dengan lelaki, aku paling susah nak menangis sebab lelaki. paling-paling pun bergenanglah. which.. bergenang tu memang obviously bukan di-clasify kan sebagai menangis. mungkin sebab aku tak pernah bagi seratus peratus perasaan cinta tu pada lelaki kot.

sebelum ni, bila aku frust,

qaliz.. dia da ada someone dah. aku rasa down gla ni.

kau okay tak? sabar mek.

tapi kenapa aku tak nanges?

emm.. syukur. sebab Tuhan sangat sayangkan aku. mungkin perasaan tu bukan boleh bagi kat sebarangan orang. mungkin sebab aku belum jumpa pasangan yang ditakdirkan untuk aku. atau mungkin hati aku belum betul-betul terbuka untuk mencintai lelaki.

aku terharu bila kawan yang sepanjang masa bergaduh dengan aku boleh jadi seorang yang sangat protective.

aku harap sangattt kau boleh jaga dia sebaiknya. sebab aku dah kenal dia 7 tahun. this is the first time i see her falling in love with someone.

that words. made me felt really thankful to have you as my friend. thanks botaq. i know i can count on you.

aku sentiasa berdoa. yakin setiap dugaan yang kita lalui mesti akan ditemukan dengan bahagia di akhirnya. dan bahagia tu pun tak semestinya kekal lama. dah nama pun dunia. hidup yang ibarat roda. kejap bahagia, kejap dugaan menimpa. semua itu untuk buat kita sentiasa sedar siapa kita sebenarnya di dunia ini. macam mana hebat pun kau, Allah boleh tarik nikmat tu sekelip mata je tanpa sebarang warning. untuk cari pasangan yang kita hormat bukan senang. tapi kita kena sedar, tiada yang sempurna di dunia ini. setiap orang ada kelemahan dan kelebihan dia. mungkin kelebihan yang lelaki tu ada boleh menutupi kelemahan perempuan itu dan begitulah sebaliknya. aku sentiasa tanamkan ini dalam hati. people changed. orang yang disangka teruk tu mungkin boleh berubah menjadi lebih baik dari kita. macam mana pun kita tak boleh judge orang. Allah pun tak judge kamu. siapa kamu nak judge orang lain? hidayah itu milik Allah kan.

and the best part of this is, keep saying Thank You Allah everytime, every minutes and every second. because no matter how happy or how hard your test is, He will be the one that always be with you through your ups and down as He knew all your hopes and du'as. Allah itu Maha Adil.

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Oh Allah.. i asked your guidance in this.

please guide us into the right path.

dont let us astray with this feelings. 

I love him because of You.

and with this beautiful feelings You grant us, please unite us with Your blessing.

Amin Ya Rabbal A' lamin...

Ramadhan yang dirindui

Dear blog,

Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan yang barakah. busy gla kot laswik. tak sempat nak wish. oh. sebab bulan puasa kitorang balek keje kol 4.30pm. jadi masa agak mencemburui sy untuk bermesra dengan blog ai sendiri.:P nak update blog pon susah. paddiaaaa. i just went to environmental briefing kat menara glomac this morning. and guess what? sy jumpa Ana. my friend masa kat Ardh dulu. ni link masa masa ai keje kat puchong dulu. SILA KELIK. hehe. lepas setahun lebih kot tak jumpa. Alhamdulillah. dia da kawen lasyear. and baru pregnant.:) time kaseh Ya Allah.

okay. apart from that, i went though page NailahIman kat insta. which i was sooooo amazed and falling in love with their telekung yang super gorgeous. cantek gla kot. *pengsan. which sume telekung yang cantek dah sold out. and pagi tadi after sahur, sy dapat text dari diorang cakap kalau nak pre-order boleh jugak. and diorang boleh anta gambar2 telekung yang akan di-release minggu depan. astu seap ada pesanan bawah tu cakap "hope to hear from you soon. jangan sedih2 okay." and i was like 'jangan sedih2?' hahaha. mesti owner page tu baca status fesbuk aku semalam. demmit. malu gla kottt. hahaha.:P but anyway.. sy tersangat la happy lepas dapat msg tu. hikhik. alhamdulillah.

for this fasting month, kitorang (Read: MY OSMET) masak kat rumah untuk buka. hehe. tapi actually tak ramai pon orang kat rumah tu since ramai osmet sy balek rumah masing-masing bulan pose ni. so penunggu setia rumah tu just sy and k.nurul jela. rumah besar2 dok 2 orang je.+__+ nak wat cane. nak ulang alik pi keje, rumah jauh kat alai. T.T wuuuu.

Terawih! oh. 1st day terawih laswik, sy dan osmet tersangatttt la semangat pi surau untuk terawih la konon2nya. ya. i know. its 1st Ramadhan. setahun skali je orang excited nak pi semayang ramai2 kat masjid. astu dapat plak imam yang SubhanAllah.. baca surah panjang glaaaa. okay. tu takpe la. after 4 rakaat, diorang ada tazkirah. sy seap tetido kot. 0__o temasuk la sume osmet ai skali. pastu kitorg seap berdiscuss pasni nak pi terawih kat surau tempat lain laaaa. tamo pi situ. aigooo. nak semayang pon milih. hukhuk. silalah malam-malam lepas tu sume orang buat terawih kat rumah jeeeee.:P

Time flies sooo fast. sekejap je da seminggu lebih puasa. banyakkan baca Al-quran. solat malam. terawih jangan tinggal okay. nak paksa Alang ikot pi terawih minggu ni. kalau adek tak dengar cakap senang sket. rotan je diorang. hehe. tepat 4.29pm! okay. jom kemas meja! bye blog. will update later.:)

Last!

Thanks Ya Allah for everything...

All praises to Allah

Kegembiraan tidak kekal selamanya. Kesedihan juga begitu.

Nikmat tidak abadi. Dugaan juga begitu.

Bertabahlah kerna dalam gembira ada sedih, dalam sedih ada gembira, dalam nikmat ada dugaan dan dalam dugaan ada nikmat. Alhamdulillah for everything..

May Allah ease everything for us.

I love you.

I love Allah.

Alhamdulillah.

little angel from above

cheeky smile for mummy uty! hikhik.:))

kite winduuuu anak buah kite yang comeyl ni!!!~

0__o

moga jadi anak yang soleh, bijak, dan berjaya dunia akhirat.

Inshaa Allah.

I love you fahri. always love you.

Mmmuuah!

Eargasm.^^

                                                                   
                                                        Love Somebody

                                I know your insides are feeling so hollow

And it's a hard pill for you to swallow, yeah
But if I fall for you, I'll never recover
If I fall for you, I'll never be the same

I really wanna love somebody
I really wanna dance the night away
I know we're only half way there
But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way
I really wanna touch somebody
I think about you every single day
I know we're only half way there
But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way

You're such a hard act for me to follow
Love me today, don't leave me tomorrow, yeah
But if I fall for you, I'll never recover
If I fall for you, I'll never be the same

I really wanna love somebody
I really wanna dance the night away
I know we're only half way there
But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way
I really wanna touch somebody
I think about you every single day
I know we're only half way there
But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I don't know where to start, I'm just a little lost
I wanna feel like we never gonna ever stop
I don't know what to do, I'm right in front of you
Asking you to stay, you should stay, stay with me tonight, yeah

I really wanna love somebody
I really wanna dance the night away
I know we're only half way there
But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way
I really wanna touch somebody
I think about you every single day
I know we're only half way there
But you can take me all the way, you can take me all the way
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

You can take me all the way, you can take me all the way, yeah.

credit pic: denabahrin

hes getting here. as fast as he can

im being single for quite a while.

almost 4 years if im not mistaken.

bak kata MCR, so long and gudnyte.. hihi..

falling in love..

it feelsss so awkward when i have this kind of feelings.-.-"

nak nanges wase. but still..

Alhamdulillah...

its 2 am!

Sometimes i tend to believe all those advice. blimey. instead of getting drunk, (i know as muslims we cant do that), i went through a similar situation just like that.

as for me, the most unstable and subconscious i run into whenever i woke up in the middle of the night. last night i slept quite early around 10pm (minus half an hour to be exact). hahaha. dont know why. lately, after solat isya' i wud reading magazine or novel before i sleep since i was still in the middle of 'break up' stage after abes tengok HIMYM aritu. so i tak stat pon lagi tengok TVD sebab mood tak sampai lagi. apakah?+__+ hehe.  So, lastnyte time tengah baca CLEO, baru 7 helai kott da terlelap suda. heh. typical ifi.-.-"

suddenly i woke up. around 12.30am i guess. looking for my hp. i know, im not really myself for these days. had some emotional issue with my heart, my feelings and everything. emo ngan botaq sampai nanges. haha. dah tu seap ngadu dengan bos and she was like..

bos: budak tu memang mulut jahat. tapi dia tu mulut je jahat. gurau tak fikir orang. ifi dah kenal lama takkan tak taw perangai dia camane lagi

me: dah taw mulut jahat pi kawan dengan kak ros la! takyah sakitkan hati orang.

haha. emo gla kottt.:P k.rose (bukan nama sebenar) is our admin menejer (LOL). okay selingan. lets continue shall we? sampai mana dah tadi?

1. oh. i pick up my phone. i really wanted to text someone. but according to my sensible mind, girl shudnt text a guy in the middle of the night since you dont have any relation with him. really? i told myself. "pull yourself together ifi! hang on!" boleh? at time like this, i need some distractions. i text 2 2 manusia yang bernama khaliz which i believed both of them dah selamat terbongkang tido.-.-" aih.. 2 2 tak reply. those 2 people which i know wont judge me. okay. that brother of mine might judge a little. but at least i knew he will support me. otherwise haku putus sedara kalau tak sapot. hikhik.

since nobody was there.. i hold my hp. go through to the name list. okay. find it!

"hey.. i think im in love with you."


seriously? am i drunk? i off hp because i was still sleepyyy at that time (okay. kind of nervous actually! of course i nebes!! i just confessed to someone!!) now. i shud go back to sleep right.-.-"

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2. oh. i pick up my hp. since qaliz and my dear cuzzy dint reply my text, i searched for the guy's no. reading all his messages. smiles. and go back to sleep.

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yes. i know. when its after 2 am, i should just go to sleep. because i was not in the right mind to make any decision. SO, i chose the second option. thanks HIMYM.

the end.

benchmark. bad equals hawt!

i was quite busy for these couple of days since we have 2 audits this week. one from PDP and another one is from Jabatan Audit Negara. femes glaaaa depo sungai buloh sampai JAN nak mai datang odit. T.T Nanges.-.-"

dear blog..
my boss asked me to think about something very carefully. she said that i might be regret it later on if i didnt  take a serious thought on that matter. i guess my boss can really apply for matchmaker post. *giggles. seriously! she has all that cupid capabilities. lol.

and the guy. hes the sweetest guy ive ever met. boleh mati kena diabetis sebab manis sangat.-.-" haha. thats all.

sape cakap taste ai tak valid??! you wud find that eechul is a great-annoying-insane-dorky person once you knew him. hikhik.

seriously. he really has a bad temper. +__+

aih la eechul..

like eechul like me. ^__^

HIMYM. the heart. and the me.

im having a bit of a meltdown since yesterday because my favourite series has come to end of this season and especially im really not ready to know who teds wife is. and it breaks my heart to accept that robin will end up with barney instead of ted.-.-" i know. robin is more compatible with barney. and i love barney so much. but ted is a reallyyyyy good guy. okay. i know ted will find someone better than robin and robin will always be his best friend. enough said. emo sangat minah ni. (0__o)

and the emotional part continued until i chat with qaliz. heres what i said.:P

sorry gf. macam tahi kan. haha. so, today im gonna start to watch my long lost boifie's series. hee. damon! aimishyuuuu. thanks my dear friend. syu, nanti da abes download inform sy lagi ek. ailebiu. :-*

the haze is quite terrible right now. im starting to feel dizzy, pedih mata, coughing. so lets go home peeps. take care!

Next step! better late than never. aite.

when your friend got a new job or getting engaged @ getting married or got a child, you will be really happy for them. there you thank God for all the rezeki that He gave them. then after a sec, you will think "aww. they've got a better job. what you gonna do with your life after this?"

should you find another job too? or just accept anyone yang masuk meminang?:))

This guy?

sangat penyabar orangnya. jadi orang I.T yang tak tido 24 hours straight untuk seapkan keje.XD da la tak tido, astu sebok datang lawat dengan muka yang macam zombie. (-__-)" 

see! betol saye cakap dia sangat rajen! But anyway, congrats for getting a new job. Finallyyyy, you did took that big step. because i know it wasnt easy to make a decision that will affect your life after this. and oh. ayie got a new job as well. woot woott! ikan bakar yie! i'll claim when i go back Melaka okay.^^ that guy wanted to hug me on his last day at TRC.(-__-)" haha. sewel. anyway.. wish you all the best buddy!

yeay! boleh makan besar pasni.^^

talking about a next step in life. as for me.. being thankful comes first.

Dear God,

i just wanna make my parents happy and proud of me.

You heard me right. Please help me.

Thanks.:)

Like I Said, Not Everyone Will Understand This

my dream last night was really awesome! i rode a parachute!

someone who afraid of height like me. the one who keep seeking for excuses

for not climbing up this 33kv building.

During our site walkabout, all the consultants told me that i should go up there saying there were lotttts of environmental issues there. but i insist dont want to go up. and who cares? if they messed up the place, they should be the one who clean up back. i dont care.:P

enuf bout the dream. i came across one of my friend's status at fb. okay. heres from my part.

honestly.. i dont really text my friends. thats really not my forte.

be it my ordinary friend or even my BFF. questions like how many siblings do you have. or whats your favourite song? im not really good in answering all those things. i mean.. do we really have to do this? can we skip the introduction part?

take adi for example. i rarelyyyyy reply his text. when i said rarely, i really meant it. it was sort of like this.

haha. dah selalu sangat dia cakap sensorang. the timing were always off.+__+ keep texting while i was at site. or when i was asleep. or. during solat. or makan. ohh. wateva adi. everytime he was looking for me, i wud replied...

"pls adi. jangan kacau kehidupan aku yang aman damai tanpa gangguan dari ko."

hee~. hes my BFF. and for the reason he cud stand with my (read: OUR include qaliz) totally-ANTM-behavior made us love him more. okay. (do i really need to brag about him in this precious blog?) the thing about him was the more we ignored him, the more he became annoying. it goes like this.

adi text me. hoping me to entertain him. and i ignored.

he then texted qaliz. and again. he was being ignored.

suddenly he send a link to both of us. he said it was something interesting to be clicking at.

we both click.

and we both screamed.(0__o)

because it was an idiot-scary-haramjadah link.

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and we got message saying "padan muka korang. sape suh tak layan aku."

and i cursed him like "hoiii gla. aku tido sorang kotttt malam ni! demmit."

hahaha. and again. why adi is my bestfriend?

i tend to lepaking with my friends rather than texting them (put aside my girl friends). hanging out with Kucai, KK, Maro n botaq until 2, 3am at McD was much more cooler than watching movies with them. i mean, the bonding time created when you chatting, updating and sharing stories about your life with your buddies. it was so great spending time with them watching bola and layan shisha (exclude me opkos). oohh.i miss those moments so much.T.T

but now.. i dont really do all that. but once a while i will go out with aini or amal or farah. doing girlfriends stuff.:)

and for now, i dont really go out with guys. or lepaking with them. i mean my colleague here. i know they're really nice. it doesnt meant that i dont want to be friend with them. its just.. im not that close with them.

maybe because i chose not to. i will become really choosy when it comes to friend. but here. there are some friends that i really thankful because Allah send them here. and to the guy who wud neva say NO every time i need help. Thank you so much.:') To suffi, jiha n ayie, be healthy. be strong. May Allah bless you all my friend.^^

sebab ni bukan zaman belajar yang semua orang sebok sms untuk merapatkan silaturrahim. bila dah bekerja, everythings change. i changed. u changed too. kita memang tak boleh puaskan hati semua orang. sebab kita cuma manusia biasa.

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berkawan kena ikhlas...

totally win!

Miss Cinderella and her stripe socks!

no wedding invitation.
no shopping.
no sudden-friends-meet-up.
no sudden reunion. eh sama la macam yang atas.
no please-accompany-me-watching-movie 0__o *muka comel

finally..

i really had a good time with myself. tidy up my room. (included basuh kipas, destroyed all spiders home sweet home under my bed, clean up our langsir, cuci toilet and so on)

oh. since i was all alone in that house, i succeed in clean up my house as well. patah tangah nak sapu living room and dapur yang besar gla tu. T.T For the record, all my housemates are from Ampang, Puchong and Rawang. That explained why i lived alone during weekend. and how i end up clean up the house every week since no one will help me.+__+

Since i was quite busy for the last couple of weeks for my sister's big day, so i dont really have time to do all the house chores. made me felt like i was living in a cave. but a cool one cave.:P

After finished doing all that, i went out. need some fresh air konon-kononnya. went to speedmart. shopping some stuffs like sabun basuh baju, syampu etc. then i went to kedai 2 hengget.

Heres my catch!

2 boxes with rm2 each. and 2 socks with rm2 each. la da gtaw kan pi kedai 2 ringgit tadi.:P kaler pon tak menarik. by the wayyy, i like the box so much! senang nak letak barang2. mak sukeeee!

then i went to car wash. poor my baby. dok site asek kotor je.T.T after had a brunchner (breakfast+lunch+dinner) while waiting for my baby finished bathing, i went back home. reached my homey at 5.00pm.

and heres reward for me!:)

oh. my duties didnt finish yet. i called my family. chatting and gossiping with my mom and sis. then, solat and reading quran.

Alhamdulillah.
Thanks ya Allah for letting me live healthy and peacefully until this day.
alhamdulillah.

okay. boleh sambung dating dengan Barney balek.^.^
finally i can really spend a good time alone at home after few weeks away from Sunday.
lets be thankful shall we?:)

perfectly perfect misunderstanding

got a weird un-funny text in the middle of the night.

"i know what you did."

it sounds like ive just been casting for 'I Know What You Did Last Summer Series Part III'

i was a bit blur and confuse when i got the message. what did i do?
then, my boss help me replied the text and got mad more than i was.
(qaliz dulu penah cakap aku sgt tak berperasaan. tak taw nak marah waktu bila)
hello..bos kott. konpem la back up anak buah.
made it more complicated than it was.
and my boss had a cold fight with the sender.
they are not in a good term by the way.
made me and the sender became cold as well.

the unintentional joking text message had just lead a fight between all of us.
and what? you were just kidding?

naa.
its obvious.
i shouldnt pay attention to any of this thing.


















but..

it made me feel annoyed. serious.

dan aku rase site ni dipenuhi manusia bodoh yang terima berita yang obviously tak betol. lepas tu main sebar khabar angin tanpa tahu hujung pangkal. macam dah takde hiburan lain. LOSER sangat.. oh cut the crap.

yes.

ignorance. is a bliss.

Mirror - JT

Aren't you somethin' to admire?
'Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice
You reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and
The glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always
Parallel on the other side

'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space and now your home
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
'Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Aren't you somethin' an original
'Cause it doesn't seem merely a sample
And I can't help but stare, 'cause
I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you
You reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I would look at us all the time

'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space and now your home
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
'Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space and now your home
Show me how to fight for now (please show me, baby)
I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
'Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

You are, you are the love of my life

Now you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are

You are, you are the love of my life

Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do

You are, you are the love of my life

memories~

girls are always being particular about their looks, appearance and smells good. its really weird if you walk in front of perfume's shop and you didnt go in there to try out new perfumes. Yeah. girls are complicated. i know that. there was a time when me and my friends were at pasar malam. when suddenly a guy walked passed by us. we looked back automatically after that trying to look who was that guy again.

friend: nape ko pusing?
me: hehe. sebab bau dia cam bau KK.
friend: tu laaa! aku pon rase camtu. he smells like kk.

*kk is botaq's bestfriend. oh. KK! congrats on ur engagement!^^ happy for you dear!

i think perfume can determine who you are. some people love sweet smells. some people tend to love smells like flowers. and some love fruit based smell. it shows your characteristics and behavior.

at first, i only use one drop perfumes. mak tade duet nak beli perfume mahal-mahal.-.-" aku pon tak ingat flavor apa time tu. just one thing i remembered, kk once asked me about the perfume. i asked him to guess the name of the perfume. he then told me the exact name of the perfume. made me sooo surprised.

how did you know that?? ko lelaki kottt.:P

hes so cool! which at that time aku agak impressed dengan member aku sorang tu. hehe.

then i used this!

its soo sweeeeeet. manis gla kottt. sampai kadang-kadang aku sendiri pening. britney punya pasal. dapat amek feel Justin sket. kau hado? okay. takde kena mengena.0__o

things about the perfumes. if i bought 100ml bottle, i wud felt like foreverrrr to finish it. suffer kot nak abeskan. this perfume? i wasnt finish it at all. because bila dah sampai separuh, i changed it with along's perfume since she was also getting bored with her current perfume. amalkan sistem barter. untung sangat!^^

sebenarnya at that time, i was thinking to asked this!

perfume Gucci Flora beliau. tapi macam tak sampai hati la plak sebab dia baru je beli perfume tu. hooo~

after that, i used this.

this one. i cilok dari my second sis. angah time tu dapat banyak hantaran + hadiah kawen. some of them are perfumes. since dia ada banyak, i pon buat muka kesian/tak malu mintak satu. sebab time tu nak beli perfume baru macam tade duet. dah keje pon miskin jugak. alahaii.T.T but i dont really like the smell. because the smell is quite strong.+__+

and now, i just bought this last month.^.^

i really love it!!! seriously. it fits my taste. the smell is so fresh! actually, perfumes can determine your personality. tapi kalau macam haku, no need to mention it. i know im a sensitive, stubborn, kepala batu kind of girl no matter what perfume i used. haha.

and i bought this for my baby sister.

awwww.. such a sweet sista i am. 0__o hikhik. but everytime i balek kampung, i was the one yang perabih kan perfume beliau. sedappp la. bau kanak-kanak.

Okay.. i dont really know about boys perfume. but i have my own taste. like this one!

agak sedap la. not that strong. but still have a fresh smell. tapi tak sume laki suka bau ni. dont know why.-.-"

ini pon best!



bought it for my cuzzy. agak sweet bau ni. tapi okayyy la. Hasri yang gedik tu pon pakai ni. hee~

Ya. i know. thats how i suddenly texted adi just because i smell someone like him!

LIKE...

Adiii!!! aku rindu gla kot kat kau!!! tadi ada orang bau cam ko.

oh bau rokok la tapi.

okbai.

^__^/

Banting - The Legend - wait for it Daryyy!

Last weekend was really great! we had along's reception on her hasben's side at banting. so, I went to Ampang to pick up along on Saturday morning. kind of tortured my bliss saturday holiday since you-think-its-really-easy-for-us-to-finally-get-a-holiday-on-Saturday??T.T after that, we went to UM to pick up my little brother. breakfast at UM's area, then finally the journey to banting began.

It took about 1 hour and a half for amateur driver like me driving from KL-Banting.:P arrived there at 12.15pm, then we check in at Hotel Intan Jugra.

my brother performed 'Gummy Bear Dance' in front of us.-.-" is it just him or all freshies are like that? hikhik. malu ai. tapi. abg ipar i pon semangat amek video bagai.:P

we had lunch at abg mozal's house. abg mozal is my brother in law. his full name is mohd faizzal and to cut it short, they called him mozal. oh. the foods there were superlicious!! its really had kampung taste. I mean, with tempoyak, sup tulang, masak asam ikan. fuhh. to think that I had to take a very great lunch for me to have a nice nap after that when we back to our hotel, maka saya pon makan dengan bersemangatnya. yeay! *lepas makan tido. im the happiest gurl! 

Since my BIL kept insisted that his hometown was not that bad, he dragged us to have sightseeing on the evening. hehe. terasa la tu bila kitorang cakap kampung dia kat hujung dunia.^^ I never knew that Bukit Jugra is a famous paragliding place in Malaysia.

Paragliders all over the world came there in paragliding's competition before. (this is before ada orang mati kat situ) but now the place is not being commercialized anymore. its really pity. because the great place has turned out to be that way. but they are still have paragliding's activities until nowadays however it didn't involved any overseas competition like they used to be. apart from that, we heard some myth or mystics stories about bukit jugra and banting from my BIL. pasal harimau kaki tiga la. pasal makam sultan kat bawah bukit tu la. oohh. sounds creepy. but at least they had some stories to tell. Alai hado? eh alai ada ikan bakar dap dap. hehe.

the view is really beautiful aite!

by the way, my hometown is in Bukit Cina. there are many stories about the place as well. hello. Melaka historical city kott. we had perigi Hang Li Po on top of the hill. it is one of the popular tourist spot in Melaka (hah. nak jugak!) but the most sad story behind that was I never had a chance to go and walk at Bukit Cina since I was a child. there goes my pathetic childhood stories.:P because masa kecik dulu kitorang membesar kat Pahang. balek kampung pon masa raya je. mana ada masa nak panjat bukit.+___+

but frankly speaking.. I think banting was really AWE-wait for it---SOME! enuff said.

end of story.:))