Treasure

Dear blog..

Its been a while. How are you? Im fine. This entry might be the one and only entry that I wrote for this year. The next entry will be in 2015. Hehe. Ok. Im kidding. Theres nothing much going on with my life for the past few months. Working. Watching running man or Sherlock Holmes or HIMYM or Vampire Diaries everynight. Shopping (read: dating). 0__o

Its 7.51pm. I just finished Maghrib prayer plus reading Al-quran. Sampai-sampai rumah tadi, letrik takde.-.- I dunno why. Asked my housemate and she said ada suis terbakar. Luckily suis plug sume ok. Dengan emo call incik boifie sebab penat drive, astu rumah takde letrik. Panas gla kottt. He asked me to switch on suis aircond. Dan sy dengan konfidennya cakap “aircond mana boleh berfungsi. Kipas pon takleh bukak.” Tapi dalam pada tengah bebel, tangan sy capai gakla remote ekon. Tiba-tiba ekon boleh bukak. “hah! Kan da cakap tadi. Kalau plug boleh on, mestila ekon boleh on jugak.”

Kikiki. Mana nak taw. Sy blaja environment, bukan electrical.:P OKAY. Otomatik hilang emo sebab dah tak panas. Puii..

oh. Semalam pi Jusco. Teman mama carik selimut untuk cucu baru beliau. Hehe. I took the chance to look for wawa’s son’s present. Pi cari baju baby. And to my surprised, nafsuku ketika berada di kawasan kanak-kanak sangat tidak terkawal! Maigadddd!! Comeiiii gla kotttt baju!! Aku yang macam tak tentu arah nak beli sume baju. ada satu baju untuk baby laki (around 1-2 years old t-shirt) yang tersangat la comeyy. Aku siap terpikir nak beli siap-siap untuk anak aku nanti. Apekah? Haha. Terasa saiko gla kott. *cepuk diri sendiri.

Talking about kids. Sepupu kesayangan sy bakal kawen bulan 4 nanti. Aku yang tak sempat cari baju kaler turquoise lagi. Aihh… Bila sedara mara tanya bila nak kawen, aku dengan selamba cakap “Next year. Tunggu la kad.” Suddenly, this year ramai gla kottt pacik macik dok tanya parents aku and said something like this “aku dengar anak ko dah tak lama lagi.” Kesian parents aku blur tataw nak jawab apa. Huhu.

That’s what we called rezeki. There was one time when my lovely friend bengang gla dengan opismate dia. Mungkin orang tu memang dengki or iri hati dengan dia. Kak opis dia slalu carik pasal ngan dia. Ada je mende tak kena. Tapi after few weeks dia makan hati, suddenly she wrote something like this on fb “…even kau dengki dengan aku, at least bila aku balik rumah, aku ada husband nak peluk.”

No, dear. I don’t agree with you this time. No matter how angry you were, you shouldn’t mentioned about rezeki or jodoh orang. That was yearsssss ago. Which at that time, aku baru abes degree and tak fikir langsung pasal kawen and when I read it, aku jadi terasa, padahal mende tu memang obviously bukan tuju kat aku kan. Something like rezeki or jodoh, tu sume mende yang senang-senang je Allah boleh tarik balik. Rezeki tu kan milik Allah. Sometimes, Allah cakap ‘belum sampai masanya lagi.’ Atau.. ‘I want to give something special for you. but not now.’ Siapa kita untuk labelkan orang tu loser sebab belum jumpa jodoh kalau Allah belum bagi greenlight kat dia?

Take my sis for example. Getting married with someone yang propose dia few years back. Tapi baru diterima lamaran tu last year. Kahwin dan bercinta lepas nikah. And bila dia sakit, her husband sanggup amek unpaid leave sebulan untuk jaga wife dia sendiri. Padahal family aku ada je boleh jaga. SEBULAN HOKAYYYY!

Besides that, abg ipar aku pi beli ikan haruan sendiri kat pasar.
Astu cakap “baru taw ikan haruan mahal gla. RM30 sekilo. Pehhhhh.” 

Hehe. Lagi plak, dia sendiri pi bakar ikan tu sebab nak bagi wife dia makan. (ikan haruan elok untuk orang yang baru lepas operate. Luka cepat sembuh). Hangus la jugak kekadang sebab amatur yang bakar kan.:P yela. Bila mak aku nak tolong bakar, dia beriya tak bagi sebab nak buat sendiri. And I was like..  in this century, mana nak carik husband yang sangat hebat dan caring macam tu??? Sape cakap kawen lambat tu loser?

Fabiayyai robbikuma Tuqazzibannn.. Then which of the favours of your Lord will you deny?

Kita manusia biasa. Qada’ dan qadar kita Allah yang tentukan. Siapa kita untuk pertikaikan apa yang Allah rancangkan untuk kita? Hes the best planner after all. Just put your trust in Him and everything will be just fine.:)) In Shaa Allah…

This is just note to myself. Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih Ya Allah. Thanks for keep reminding me about You. The one who create me. The one who will answer all my prayers.:’)

The Lord. Our Lord. Allah. Knows whats in our heart. Always. ALLAH knows the happiness, the gratitude, the pain, the mix feelings, the exact feelings we are having, we had. Allah is the best place to tell our feelings, our stories, when we are happy or when we are sad. Allah is perfect one to tell every single thing.

I said: I have many dreams that I want to come true.

Allah said: “Call upon Me; I will respond to you.”[40:60]

P/S: Be thankful. (Aku bubuh tajuk entri treasure sebab sekarang tengah gla lagu Bruno Mars – Treasure. Haha. Okbai.

P/S: Im not mad at you. When I asked you and you straight away apologized to me (dan cakap mulut anda mulut puaka :b), I was really appreciate it. Haha. Its just… it makes me think, if someone whom I trust and I look up, someone yang sy sangat hargai can accidentally spilled out something like that, tak mustahil orang lain pun fikir camtu jugak. Okay fie! Don’t let other ppl talk ruins you. keep your head straight! You have Allah untuk mengadu things like this remember?

By the wayyyy.. i was soo glad that i met you. chatting for hours about our life. and how our life turn into. thanks soo much for making time to come here.^^

Assalamualaikum.:’)