House hunting, job hunting, man hunt?

Hello peepsss! *ucap hello kat diri sendiri.+__+

Juan is already in Korea for Man Hunt competition. haha. Okay. Tu takde kena mengena with my life. So, abaikan. Since we were given 2 days noticed to move out from this house, lasnyte we went to our landlord's house to discuss this matter. Kesian beliau. Time dalam pantang pun kena kaco gak. They seemmmmeedddd sympathy for us since mende ni salah kami. N salah diorang jugak. Tapi diorang pun tak taw nak tolong camana since diorang dah amek deposit dah.-.-" oh btw. anak kak nor yang nama khalish tu sangattttt ensem. huuuu~+__+ Nak anak comey camtu gak plisss. Okay fie. Behave plis. We got a big prob neh!:b

For the conclusion, she asked us to discuss baek-baek dengan orang baru yang nak masuk rumah ni. Then pagi-pagi lagi kitorang terpaksa la ganggu hidup mereka. huhuhu. 0__o sorry. dahla kerja kilang. Baru balek dari kerja terpaksa deal ngan kami plak. One of them agak cantek. (perlu ke tengok mende tu waktu2 camni?:p) And i wonder "How can someone be that beautiful? Baru bangun tido pon stil lawa?" Then because of diorang takleh faham dan consider langsung situation kitorang sampai Cpah kena explain menda yang sama sampai 5 kali. I repeat, 5 kali okayyy! aku yang geram tros pikir "How can someone be dat beauti-FOOL?" Tu belum kira wif that fatty fatty curly hair yang hot tempered. Selfish sangat.-.-" Kitorang cakap nicely gla kot. Just mintak diorang faham situasi kami n sabar sekejap sementara kami cari rumah n pindah-pindah barang segala. Dahla kena move out dalam masa 2 hari. heh. I dun want to judge. But sometimes highly educated ppl seemed more tolerate n considerate than ppl yang keje di kilang-kilang. sekian.

House huntingggggg!
Wow! err. How can i say it? it was more tiring+stressful compare cari rumah zaman muda-muda kat UMT dulu. kekeke. Too many pressures dari ramai orang. hukkk.-.-"

Howeva!..

Good news!
Encik scholar tu sangat boleh diharap. lol. tu pon after me n cpah ari2 call dan ganggu hidup dia. Sampai pagi tadi bila aku call, he was like "ye syafinas. awak call lagi.:p" haha. oh anyway, petang tadi dia call, sume menda dah setel. so just tunggu duet masuk jela. maybe nexwik kot. aminnnnn~ Terima kaseh encik rizal yang baek hati. Pasni saya janji tak call awak lagiiiii~:D

Apart from that, kami jumpa someone yang baek hati. Beliau ex student ukm yang beli apartment Green Villa tu memang sematamata untuk sewakan kat student ukm.^^ Alhamdulillah. Moga Allah bantu hidup anak encik nanti. hihi. All my housemates plak bila nak pujuk orang, they wud asked me untuk bercakap dengan orang tu sebab mereka kata suara saya lembut. lolololol. okay. muntah darah.+__+ Apa2 jela nok. I tot my life was over after dapat msg kuar rumah semalam. N today, Allah still bantu kami. Thanks God.:')

Tunggu Qaliz+huda bangun. nak konfemkan nak amek rumah tu. I should message encik Villa tu by now kan. rather than this rubbishbloggingggg~ bye peeeppss.

Good Morning sweetheart!^^

I woke up so early this morning! Err. It is my first time for that 'early waking up' since Ive came back to Bangi. lol. I asked Encik workaholic tolong kejut coz im afraid if pasang alarm pon belum tentu saya bangun. Dah la letak lagu 'If I Die Young' as ringtone. Memang tak bangun2 ah. After all the struggling dan episod berperang dengan selimut dan bantal, finally i manage to gather all my strengths untuk bangun. kekeke. Oh! Tu belum campur dengan sempat duduk termenung sebab tak taw nak mandi ke tak. haha. kau bajet kau duduk kat Korea eh?+__+ After take a bath, kol 9 sy dah ada dalam post office tu. Mintak2 ada rezeki kerja tu. Amin.:)

Aww... so sleepy! Ni mesti effect makan nasi lemak tadi.-.-" If i continue reading that novel, konfem kejap lagi tido balek. Tapiiii.. buku tu sangat tempting! Okay la. bye.

You have so many reasons to be happy Efie! Dont give up and never lose hope.^^

p/s: Mr. workaholic. i keep thinking about you! Hope you are doing great. Watching you so busy with your never ending works makes me so eager to find a job. Please pray for me. Have a nice dayyyyyy~^__^

A Gift From GOD

He said that she was like a rezeki from Allah. Upon hearing that words, that girl felt so overwhelmed. She didnt even expect that someone who would considered her as rezeki dari Tuhan.

Im just like any other girl. Looking for someone who can loves me like what i wanted to. Someone whom I can see happiness inside his eyes every time he looked at me. Someone who can never let me go as he cant live without me. I wanted to be that someone. Someone who can love the one that loved her wholeheartedly. Having LOVE with no boundaries and ending.

But to seek what you are searching for. Its not that easy. You have to struggle to get it. They said 'Jodoh di tangan tuhan'. But if you didnt make an effort and try to get it from HIM, selamanya jodoh tu tetap di tangan Tuhan.

Time flew. He gives that someone to you. There you thank God for sending him to you. Where you feel like your fate and his fate are overlap. You love him so much without leaving a little dot of love for yourself. Until you forgot who you are and what are you supposed to do. Whats your purpose in life. Maybe you fly so high. Until you forgot that you are just a small little bird who can easily fall down with your broken wings. You are too grateful for the LOVE you are searching for. but theres no point in that happiness when the one who eager and happy is yourself. Not others. In which, in his eyes, you are not the one that he looking for. And there is always someone who he can find. Someone who is better than you. In every aspects.

Instead of wanting people to love you, why dont you love yourself fie?
Instead of wanting people to appreciate you, why dont you appreciate yourself first?

Its not GOD doesnt want to send someone to love you right. Someone who can give you love the way you always wanted. Its just He wants you to be with HIM since HE can loves you more than others can do.

I woke up this morning with a song played in my head. And i kept thinking what was the name of that song. And suddenly, just now this title appeared in my mind.

"Because I Don't Know How to Love"
by FT Island

Ya. I know. Im still addicted to FT Islands song until now. I feel like i have a middle age crisis. Since one by one my friends were getting engaged and married. Oh ya. Biela already delivered a cute baby boy last week.:) And wiken aritu borak dengan Kak She and she told me a very gud news. Dia dah pregnant for 10 weeks. Cam baru je buat entri pasal dia kawen aritu.-.- There goes my crisis again. Nak baby jugak. T___T

Si kecik tu dah habis ngaji!

So many troubles that i and qaliz has gone thru just to meet this gurl.-.-"
Dahla bangun lambat.
Nak gi kampus but we din hv any car.
Call Adi nak suh amek tapi dia dalam kelas.
duh~

but...
I was sooooo happy!!!~
Macam aku plak yang grad kan.:p LOLs.
Pls pray for us. Mintak2 kami pon habis belajar cepat.:p

But anyway..
Azreen!
I wanna wish u.

Congratulations dear!!!~

We are so proud of you.
Jadi cikgu yang baek.
Toksoh ah kamboh sangat. ekekeke.
Hope you will doing great in your future endevours.^^

This is not goodbye.
The world is too small for this to be farewell.
We only part to meet again. InsyaAllah.


Love you!
Mmuahx!!~^__^
Take care.

If i die young....

I've never known the loving of a man.
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand.

Put on your best girl

Okay. so yesterday we had some argument. i think i really messed it up this time. i really shouldnt done what i did. i shouldve learnt my lesson.-.-" its just i cant understand why some ppl were so hot tempered and dont even wanna hear your explanations.

if i can respect your privacy, why cant you respect mine?
if i can take everything that you said in a positive way, why cant you do that to me in the same way?
did you really mean it?

maybe i was wrong. im so sorry...

...
...

but i do believe in this one thing.

they said "blood is thicker than water."

so, i shouldnt worry too much right?

its true.

What a weekend.-.-"

Me, cpah, bobo n K went to Mid last thursday. Just to watch Johnys English. and the movie was sooo undeniably great and hilarious yang macam haram.:p n apart from that, duduk seblah K sangat memenatkan since dia asek paksa aku gelak even mende tu takdela lawak mana. +__+ So after watching midnight movie, of course la esok tu bangun lambat. keke. Cpah called said that she n huda went to Alamanda tengok movie ngan kazen cpah. oh. another movie huh? okay~ So it was just me n aca in the house. Cam biasa kami masak since kami 2 2 orang malas nak turun and jimat duet konon-kononnnya. Sebab malam before tu da ajak Adi makan ayam penyek sebab gla ngidam time cuti kat melaka. huuu~ After my housemates balek, cpah was busy packing all her stuff. oh rupa2nya dia nak tido rumah kakak amie kat Gombak since her cuzzy, amie ada kat KL. so better diorg spend time together before amie fly wif her future husband to Japan this Dec. hoho. And Huda! dia demam teruk. yang sampai tengah ari buta leh shivering gla2 tu. Malam tu. since i dont hv anythg to do, so aku just jd bibik layan huda je la. heee~

Sabtu. Huda balek melaka. Folo geng2 ainul. dia cam da sehat. so okay la. Aca plak seap-seap nak gi konsert. oooohhh. i was sooo freaking jelesh melihatkan beliau. bawak teropong bagai.-.-" Takat BigBang tu takdela kesah sangat. Tapi FT. Island pun ada kottttt. Most talented band kat korea. So after Aca dah kuar, i was soo blur dok rumah sorang-sorang. Home alone. da macam feeling Macaulay Culkin dah. Kemas bilik, kemas ruang tamu. Nak kemas peti ais sebab banyak sangat makanan diorg bawak balek. but i was so afraid nak buang makanan2 tu sesuka hati since tuan mereka takde even daging dalam tupperware tu konfem-konfem dah takleh makan. heee~ and i end up membasuh baju Aca. seap lipat n iron. oh! sape2 ada nak ofer keje part time jadi bibik, leh la hubungi nombor yang tertera di atas! (okay. tipu.)

MoooO0o0o0o0oD Swiiiiingggg~

Do you remember when you asked me to be patient for one month? but i guess it will take longer than that. and i know. its not your fault. maybe i was the one who was being oversensitive. and it turn out memang arini sy period pun. Nah. hamek. dan dengan Adi2 pon kena tempias emo tersebut.

"Ko da makan? Nak nasik lemak tak?"
"Aku tak rasa nak makan. jangan tanya pasal makanan boleh tak?"

hee~ sorry di. esok aku mintak maaf.:p coz salah 1 pms symptoms saye adalah takde rasa nak makan. Since zaman sekolah lagi. So sila salahkan hormon sy.

Because of my unstable emotion. Suddenly harini senggugut teruk. Berstokin n berselimut sepanjang hari. Thank God Rasydan call cakap dia still lepak ngan member. so maybe tak dapat amek aku. So i announce today is 'Tido Day Sedunia'. 0___o Nak bangun cari panadol since dari semalam i got headache. Tu pon saket kepala after nanges. But that tears made me feel better. I guess so.:)

If I could only find a note to make you understand

My heart's a stereo It beats for your, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

I only pray you never leave me behind
Because good music can be so hard to find
I take your hand and pull it closer to mine
Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind.

p/s: meletak gambar dengan sesuka ati since i know nobody read this blog.:))) and now, i can say gudbye to my another blog at ease. sekian.

those words

hope you will be less workaholic.-.-"

Bangeeee!

Already in here! Bangi. And now, its time to go back to my daily routine.-.-"

Checklist:

- Setelkan pasal registration.
- Setelkan pasal scholar. (This two things is a bit difficult to accomplished within this week as UKM will have their Convocation's Day dan pegawai yang in charge tu tersangat la busy. Aku n cpah terpaksa tawaf 1 ukm semalam sbb nak cari sorg pegawai ni. last skali tak jumpa gak. sebab beliau ada kat dectar. cam penat je redah hujan segala).+__+
Okay next!
- Jumpa Dr.
- Baca jurnal.

I guess thats all for now. But first thing that i have to do today is....

Unpack barang!! oh demm. tersangat malas nak kemas.-.-" tu la. sape suh bawak balek barang sampai 2 tan.:p

zzzZZZZZZzzzz...~

20.09.2011

Its been ages since the last time i wore that black baju kurung.

From Allah S.W.T we came and unto Him is our return.

My dearest grandpa,
May Allah bless your soul and placed you among those who believe.
Amin...

Al-Fatihah.

Untung atok sebab ada ramai anak+cucu lelaki. syukur Alhamdulillah semua urusan dipermudahkan.

U can do it bebeh!

Alhamdulillah. finally~ i decided to start doing my thesis back. hehe. sooo late. mood raya still berlegar-legar dalam diri.+__+ yesterday qaliz called. lama gak borak since before dia balek sibu aritu tak dapat contact due to her phone prob. and she was like "i know. if kita balik awal pun, mesti kita tak buat keje gak kan." So, better balik lambat with a new determination. and after this, leh seapkan tesis diligently. LOLs. Apart from that, i also do my job hunting seriously this time. Like takde istilah maen-maen dan tangguh-tangguh lagi. Ni pun sebab perjanjian ngan qaliz semalam. sila jangan hangat2 tahi kucing lagi okay. huuu~ Allah, pls help us grant our wishes. we will behave this time. *cross fingers haha. abaikan.:b

And today is my last day untuk puasa 6! Alhamdulillah..:) terpaksa berperang dengan diri sendiri as ada jamuan at my mom's office. dan beliau masak mihun Singapore yang sangat sedap! (oh. even aku tak rasa, i can tell that mihun is sooo delicious. sekian) But then, i tot better habiskan awal-awal coz after this leh fokus buat puasa ganti pulak. yeahhh~ ada 5 hari! Tu pon da nak last2 Ramadhan baru datang. cam penat je prevent tak period. haha. n my osmet kept saying "ko gila. orang normal period every month la." do you know time bulan Ramadhan hormon memang tak betol n its normal for gurls if they didnt period during fasting month. and many of my friends bgtaw diorg dapat puasa penoh aritu. huuu~ 'Life is unfair. i noe'. -Malcolm in the middle-

Oh! i miss someone so bad. seap mimpi-mimpi bagai. i guess it was the call for me to go back to Bangi.:p im not sure duet da masuk ke belum.+__+ rasa nak ketuk pintu bank Islam tu tanya bila duet masuk. isk! dan untuk sem ni, sy bertekad untuk tidak shopping menggunakan duet tu. Since last sem shopping tak ingat dunia feeling Kate Middleton yang dapat kawen ngan Prince William. padddiaaa. astu belum abis sem lagi dah kena makan megi hari2. tu pon kalau ada duet beli megi.:p Oh! doa mintak-mintak tak terpengaruh ngan adi yang suka influence aku tengok mende cantek2. Nak beli BB pon nak suh aku beli skali. eeeiiiiiiii...!

Oh skinny dan kasut yang cantek, tolong tunggu sy keje plissss. i beg u....-.-" btw. im not really into that shoes since im not the kind who likes to wear shoes every time i go out. Tapi aritu tengok fara pakai kasut cantek cam buat sy terpanggil untuk beli kasut jugak. ekekeke. kasut tu harga rm200. harap maklum. okay. my dream already shattered into piecessssss. Okay bye~+__+

you dont know me that well

everyone thinks they know whats best for me.
but the truth is no one knows better than i do.
you still dont know much about me.
*one step back. again~