keep on praying efie

sometimes. i feel like a loser.-.-" life, please be nice to me. i wish every step that i take would be less challenging, less dramas and less hardship. no. im not complaining about my life. because i know God only give hardships that a person can handle.

talking about dreams.

i saw this status on fb.
"what is the point of being educated and stopping at wifey?"

dont you think that fulltime housewife is really a noble job? its my all time fav job. haha. macam kau rajen sangat kan.:p my mom is working at melaka court. so since i was a kid, i was being trained to go back home with no one's at my house. and i was so coward back then. insecure. i always asked my friends to accompany me coz i was so afraid to be alone. sanggup bagi diorang eskrim hari-hari sebab nak diorang datang rumah. heckk~ kecik2 lagi dah pandai bribe.-.-" i kept thinking why my mom had to work? kenapa tak jadi suri rumah je jaga anak2 dia? hoo~ so naive.(+__+)

but i guess..i still need to achieve my dream before i get married and has kids. unless aku kawen dengan orang kaya yang tak perlu khidmat aku untuk terus bekerja. lolssss~:p after all, housewives are the ones who raise her kids, teaching them, forming the way they think and see the world.

emm. i want to protect my dream. please watch over me.0__o you dont have to worry about me. Just pray for me k. ne?




notakaki: ... i really adore kak nuriil. the way she treat her son. oh! Oman sangat comel!!!~ and everytime kak nuril post vid, aku mesti mengalami satu fasa yang 'aku-nak-jadi-cam-dia. tak kira!' ekekeke. and qaliz wud be really annoyed with me coz i kept saying "jom la tidur sayang. mama dah ngantok dah ni.-.-" dengan intonasi yang sangat annoying. hehe

sorry babe. just bear with me k. ^__^ just be yourself fie. kau takkan mampu jadi selembut beliau. huuuu~ okay bye.

surprise me.

A scene in the japanese drama, Sunao ni narenakute.

*Nakaji gave a canned drink to Haru. and before haru knew it, there was a 'ganbatte' written on the can.

ganbatte = fighting


oh. my most favorite scene. something that we cant expect. who doesnt love such pleasant surprise. but i guess ppl do love surprises. the good surprise i mean. yang kau gi sepraiskan dengan letak katak dalam kasut sape suruh kan. 0__o *well. i reallyyyy afraid of frog.-.-" sumpah takot. tak kesahla kalau previous life katak tu dulu seorang prince or what. who cares.

well... one of my friend really love to surprise his gf. and sometimes i had to act in front of his gf untuk menjayakan plan beliau. heh..~ i kind of envy her. bukan jeles apa. coz for me, its really hard to find such a romantic n sweet boyfie.:p awww.. kau tengok banyak sangat drama korea ifi. diam ahhh~

emm...

fighting..
ganbatte..
berusahalah...

....i need some encouraging words too.... =.="

sometimes... a note, a word or an action from the heart, when least expected, it can be really valuable to the ppl who received it. even kau hanya bagi 3 bunga kecik yang kau kutip kat tepi pokok tu.

aaa. again.. korean drama really affected my mind, was it?-.-"
okay. selamat berpuasa semua. ^.^/

hee~ why do i find photographer+drummer+guitarist really attractive? arent they? go nakajiiii yang kiut! ^.^/

but i prefer swimmer + equestrian (horse rider ala2 zaman Rasulullah dulu). they looked more charming and coooool and hotness and... okay. dats enuf.-.-"

this is not goodbye.

si kecik yang comot dan annoying.^^

dia selalu dipaksa melayan 2 orang kakak dia yang sewel ni.
eleh. bukan layan apa pon.
takat suh jadi photographer untuk sesi photoshoot kami.

hee~ besides sebab kami berdua je yang leh tahan dengan perangai budak kecit ni.-.-"
adeii.. pengsan.:p

but now.
shes back for good.
no voices. no smiles. no laughter.

no phrase like "jangan kacau k.ifi harini boleh tak?":p
takde lagi orang yang tiba-tiba nak dance lagu suju dalam telekung.:p
takde lagi orang yang leh teman aku layan suju. T__T
awww.. sedih~

...and i miss her...

love u sis!

take care! awak adek yang baek.:)