the good news!

my dear cousin's house is in the same apartment with aisyah's.

apart from that, its also in the same block but in a different level.

oh. jodoh tu sangat indah kan.^^

the most beautiful!:)

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i keep promoting other people's niece and nephew.:b

but this little girl is

soooooo adorable.
 0__o

tak saba nak jumpa!

I'll rise and carry on

Jan-Feb: worked as litigation clerk at Bukit Katil. I was really enjoyed working there. Met Fira and Kak Ina.^^ we can even gossiping about Hanis Zalikha. Makan bakso kat kedai bawah dan shopping kat Jusco. But unfortunately, it was only a temporary replacement for 2 months. Once kak ira finished her maternity leave, I had to stop working there.

At that time, I was quite busy with my thesis. Had to travel from Bangi-Melaka.

…

I finished my master. Alhamdulillah. And return to be unemployment. :p my mom asked to go out looking for a job. Okay fine.

April: Worked as account clerk at lawyer firm at Lorong Hang Jebat, Melaka. Honestly, it was a mentally torture over there. Haha. I was sooo slow at handling things regarding money cash flow. (-_-)” I worked for 2 weeks only. Hihi. And ive got a phone call from Ardh’s.

Oh. Finally. Thank God. You save my life.:)

May: Be a trainee at Ardh Co. in Puchong. En. Nizam just want to train me before asked me to work at his friend’s company in JB. Encik Nizam yang sangat baik, thanks for all the kindness, guidance and lessons. May Allah bless you.^^ amin. Training for 2 weeks at Ardh. Went to Karak for site visit. Met so many lovely friends.

May-June: Worked in JB. The staff, kak ina and kak yan. They were so nice to me. despite our boss yang macam biskut. Passing all the works to us.T.T it made me miss Ardh even more. Oh. Kan bagus kalau bos ni pon macam encik nizam.-.-” eh. You wont meet wrong people in your life efie. Remember that!

Setelah letih seteres dengan bos (padahal baru a few weeks kot?), then ive got a phone call from TRC.

June 2012.

Worked in TRC. Alhamdulillah. Ada rezeki kerja kat KL. Ada rezeki keje dalam construction co. hehe.

I was soo nervous. Tomorrow will be my first day. T.T

Eh. Dah tukar keje banyak kali pon nervous lagi?

Haha. Takpayah nak bagi komen yang membencikan sangat la.+__+ dulu co kecik. Ni pressure gla kot.

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Starting July, I will start to work fulltime at Kelana Jaya site. It’s LRT project. I went there last week for site inspection. Pekerja kat side office were soooo friendly. Sebab keje site kot. You don’t have to be firm and skema like those who works in HQ. tapiii. Kalau keje kat HQ, leh lunch free hari-hari. :b hehe.

Ya Tuhan, please give me your guidance for me to walk smoothly in my life. Thanks for everything you gave me. I will be a good girl after this.^^ Amin…

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If tak sempat dapat rumah company kat area Ara Damansara within this week, I might stay at my cousin’s house in USJ. Oh. Dah lama cakap kat Adah nak nyebok dok ngan dia.XDD hihi.

And heres photo of my friend's super duper cute niece!

Aisya sangatttt kiuttt! oh pengsan.+__+ nak anak macam ni jugak!

izzah!

you look like izzah.

ooiii. izzah tu cantek gla kottt. (aih. syafinas ni memang tak reti cakap dengan sopan ea?)

sirius. nak2 bila u pakai tudung camtu. nampak decent.

ow. betul ke? patut la staff TRC asek usha i je kat opis. mesti diorang pon konpius. ingat i nurul izzah. :p

cantiknya!^^
*puji orang. nanti terpantul balek. he he.

its something that i'd accept for sure

when someone left you with broken hearted or being dumped,
1 person will come to steal your heart away
2 persons will wait their turns to take away your heart
3 persons will hope that they are the best lover for you
and 4 persons will pray to give the chance to be the best
partner for you

so don't be sad. coz there will be someone better for you..


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easy to say than do la kan.

if i can redha, why am i still sad?

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lovely thoughts :)

Makdeq: epie! dah dapat keje kat KL ke? dok la dengan Adah k. (shes my dear cuzzie)

Faz: fi, rumah kitorang ada kosong. jom la dok sini. site ifi kat subang kan? dekat je dengan puchong. (shes my friend at Ardh. dia yang nanges ritu. ekekeke)

Aini: apeng! dah konfem ke dok site mana? harap-harap ko dapat kat Subang. teman la aku. aku dok kelana jaya sorang-sorang.T.T (shes my member. dak2 skola je panggil sy apeng.-.-")

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Thanx luv!^^

i am so grateful and happy for your offer.:')

oh. Cpah ada share ni kat fb ritu.

 

Sentiasa mahukan untuk orang lain lebih dari apa yang kita mahu untuk diri kita.
Sentiasa doakan orang lain tanpa mereka tahu dan lihat bagaimana hidup kita berubah dan kita menjadi bahagia dan membahagiakan.

InsyaAllah.

the tide is high but im holding on

we went to Desaru yesterday.

finally..

after few times postpone.

you know what?

the place..

its really calming.

and the blessed feelings

subhanAllah.

ombak dan pantai never fail to give me those feelings.

somehow..

it makes me wonder..

..

..

am i really the descendant of the great Poseidon?

^.^/

still in love

im so in love with this song.

and it was my first time to agree that Yonghwa has a beautiful voice.

but i still think if Hongki yang nyanyi lagu ni mesti lagi besh!^.^

its a great band!

pls produce more great songs in the future okeh!

 

tu la.

dulu anti sangat dengan yonghwa.

tengok sekarang!

kau yang sebok carik lagu CN Blue.

*giggles

(people change. so do i. maafkan beta)

penyejuk hati. penenang jiwa! kids!!!!~

Rania qaisara. with her mummy-Uty.^^

we both look sooo happy, aint we?XD

tunggu mummy-Uty kerja kat sungai buloh okay.:)

aieee.

banyak nau anak buah.

penat kot nak jaga mak enon sorang ni.

poning kepalo den.:b

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i just came back from interview last saturday.

that explained why i wore that attire to my cousin's wed. (-__-)"

tak sempat balek rumah tukar baju.

Terima kasih Tuhan :')

Monday, 11 June 2012

i woke up so early today. kul 7.30 dah kuar rumah gi rumah bos. arrived there at 8am. call and text sume tapi tak berjawab. okay fine. kul 11 lebih, dia cakap cancel site visit harini. dia suh balek opis. aku da tunggu dari kul 8 kot. (-__-)"

before gi opis, singgah breakfast jap. received a phone call from TRC. i was mentally prepared that she would say something like this "sorry nurul syafinas. you didnt get the job. you can try again next time" (amboii. macam audition Mentor)

soooo. sepanjang perbualan tu aku sangattttt la blur. sumpah. even when she asked me "awak boleh tak datang lapor diri next week. 18 Jun?"

and i replied "eh. saya dapat ke kerja tu?"

hee.. syukur Alhamdulillah.:')

i am sooo glad.

i knew it! i know you can do it!

How did you know? coz.. i hv no confidence at all after the interview. sume orang yang datang interview hebat-hebat kot. (-__-)" it seems like Allah sentiasa bantu saya.:')

hee~ Thanx for believing in me.^^
terharu lagik.

okay bai.

I know you will always be there for me. All praises to Allah.

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going through all the entries before this and all my nervous+do'a fb status made me realize,
i really did it.
Alhamdulillah. :')

just a little bit more

i made so many silly mistakes today.
whats wrong with me?

(-__-)"

she loves you when you forget to love yourself

I was so depressed today. I don’t know because of what. Maybe im too worried. Don’t put your hope too high efie. You might end up with frustration and broken hearted. Ive got a phone call for interview in KL this Friday. It’s a big company. It made me scared and has no confidence. Why is that? Maybe Im just hoping that theres someone can give me some strength in time like this.

Whenever I feel uncertain like this, I would always calm myself with recite ayat-ayat suci Al-Quran. But today.. because im still ma’zurah, I cant do that. (-__-)” it makes me feel so helpless.T.T 

I don’t know to whom I should turn to. Someone who can make me feel better.

I called my girlfriend yang jauh di Sarawak sana. Talking rubbish. Gossiping. Laughing. Layan perangai dia yang menjengkelkan dan menyakitkan hati tu teros buat mood sy elok. Hehe.

I love you dear!

So much!^__^/

Thanx for always be there for me.

Thanks for loving me.

Thanks because you never fail to make me smile again.:)

“Asal down je baru nak carik aku.”

“Hello. At least aku carik jugak ko taw tak. Dari ko tu. Asek busy dengan kucing je.”

“Apa plak. Bila aku nak borak dengan ko, ko kena keje la. Ada kat site la.”

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Kejap je baek. Dah gaduh balek budak 2 orang ni. Hantuk kepala kang!

:p

Alhamdulillah.

Terima kasih Tuhan. Sebab bagi sy peluang jumpa sahabat sebaik dia.

the best! 

Light will guide you to him

Dear blog,

Within a month after ive got a job, there were 3 guys told me that they like me. Is it my fault? Its a matter of fact that I am NOT a playgirl in this story. I mean, im not pretty. Im not smart. Im not funny. I am far far faaaarrr away from having a sudden-of-an-unexpected-charm-and-attraction like this.:p (huh. Panjangnya diskripsi. lol.)

Rejection is really not my thing. I am too soft heartened to reject a good guy. Okay. Yang ni tipu.  They are from my university and Ardh’s staff. Aieee. How can I face you bila sy gi camping nanti?(-__-)”

Emm. These things are obviously not include in my ‘move-on plan’.

Hey guys…

Which one of you is my soulmate?

:p

Oh. Talking about guys, there was a guy called me last Saturday. Told me that hes getting married in Sunday. And I was like, “Ko nak kawen esok, ko baru nak jemput aku harini? Aku kat JB kotttt.”

To be exact, im not really his friend btw. He said that he likes me a few months before his engagement day. I tot perempuan je yang ada sindrom dilema takot nak kawen. hewhewhew.

Dear guys.. please don’t make me underestimate your species okay. Please be a responsible man and have your own stand.

Since then, I didn’t contact him anymore. Saya tak kawan dengan orang yang tak setia. (okay. Call me racist.:p) Hehe. Tu kisah lama. Sila buang yang keruh, amek yang jernih. Siapa tak pernah buat silap kan.

 

Dear friend, I hope you will be happyyyyyy with your wife. Have a cute-good-soleh and solehah kids. BarakAllah.:)

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Dahla fie. Asek membebel je. PMS agaknya budak ni. I guess its normal. Bila pms, kau bukannya akan emo dengan semua lelaki. Secara otomatik kau akan emo dengan sekalian alam. That’s why I am being like this.+__+ okay. I should stop talking right?-.-”

Have a great day peeps!^__^/ Take care.

Wiken Quick Hapdet

1. Went dinner and watched MIB3 with my cousin on Friday night. Kena bebel jugak la. “dah tinggal sorang-sorang baru tahu nak carik abang.” (ala. Tak sengaja la-.-")

2. Dia cakap sy sekeping dan order makanan yang super banyak.0__o tapi tak habis pon kerang rebus dengan sotong celup tepung tu. Tepakse bungkus. Huuuu~

3. Abg kamil bebel jugak sebab dok sorang. Dia suh dok larkin. And I said, tak best susahkan sedara. And he replied with “sedara memang untuk disusahkan laaaa!” hehe. I guess sume orang yang bergelar Along memang suka bebel.:b cant you just accept and support your sis’s decision?:P

4. My family came to visit me on Saturday!^__^ yeayyy! Feeling cam dok ostel yang family datang lawat ramai-ramai.:) hehe.

5. Kami shopping (kat Mydin depan apartment ni je ha). Beli periuk nasi dan barang-barang masak yang lain.

6. My friend asked to go out with him on Saturday night. But I didn’t feel like going out. Maka saya tepakse tolak pelawaan beliau.

7. Okay. Now.. my life is about to be complete. Tayah risau tade makanan dalam rumah lagi. Tayah risau tak taw katne nak carik kedai makan lagi. ^^ sy dah boleh berjimat. Double yeay!

8. My dear cuzzie, Yan nak turun JB teman saya disweek. I luv u bebeh.:D

9. Went dinner at kedai ayam penyet kat Taman U on Sunday with my friend.:) Tipikal efie. Pantang dengar pasal ayam penyet. If you want to go out with me, offer je ayam penyek konfem sy setuju. Ekekeke.

10.   Saya senggugut harini.T.T okay. Bai.