First Love

The thing about fall in love is, you cant control your heart. its not you didnt try to persuade it, its like.. hey! you dont have to hurt so bad. hes not worth it. but still.. in the end, the heart (your heart) wouldnt even listen to everything that you say. or anything!

hey fie.. are you okay?

yeah. im fine.

that kind of question took me awhile to realize i have so many people that still worry about me. dont want me to fall so hard on the ground. and thanks ikhwan. i never knew that you would still take care of me after..

well you know. hehe. eh. by the way, i still save unintended song that youve played for me. okay2. after you got married, i will delete it. i promise!:) kikiki. its just. i was sooo in luv with that song.0__o

all time favourite kott.

and suddenly, during my i-dont-know-what-kind-of-phase that i go through, my friends at office kept on playing 'fix me' by coldplay. n i was like... "lagu-lagu di radio seolah-olah memerli aku."

ok. thing about guy friends are...

sometimes, they were sooo childish.

childish is one thing. yang clueless tu lagi teruk.:b

fie.. dah lama aku tak dengar cite ko. dengar ko berceloteh lama-lama pasal life.

eh.. takmo la cite. ko da kawen kot.

ala. dulu boleh?

memang la dulu boleh. kau beriya sangat nak dengar cite aku ni dah kenapa? haha.

lawak kot.+__+ aiyooo. pening pale aku kot. hes one of easy going buddy in here.

thing about me, im d one who sometimes can be so close to guys. but.. im still very choosy la.

tahap hoiii. aku tengah senggugut teruk la. kau tak payah nak ajak lepak sangat boleh tak?

hah. sedap sound orang.

talking about guys. oh cakur! i miss him lotssss!

amboii fie. jangan nak rindu laki orang sangat la.:P ada la dalam 5 tahun tak jumpa. gla kau tak rindu. hes d closest buddy in umt that i have. tahap cite depan dia siap nanges2 kot. dia plak memang jenis layankan jela si ifi ni. hahaha. but dulu, he had so many girlfriends. and aku ingat satu ayat dia ni,

"banyak-banyak kawan pompuan aku, kau sorang je tak pernah sangkut kat aku tak kira macam mana aku ayat kau."

and i was like, kau penah ngayat aku ke cakur? *muka blur

dah lepas tu, dia dengan perangai suweet talker dia tu pi ngayat osmet2 aku sampai aku hangin gla kott. "can you stick to the one? penat kottt aku tengok osmet aku sume cakap ko suka diorg?"

and after that, dia behave sket la. actually, i dont really mad at him.

i know, perempuan kan hati lembut. im a gurl. i know that very well.

so i cant stand watching my friends getting hurts. nak2 orang yang mainkan tu member kau sendiri kot. memang nak makan penampau la tu.

to all my buddies...

from my childhood (read: UMT) untill i grew up (read: 27years old),

i am sooo lucky to meet all of you in my life.

listened to all my patheticraptastic life stories all over again.

gv advise to me coz i always cannot think straight.

you are the best!

this entry also dedicated to you adi.^^

i love you guys.

*the phase is so different. some of them are already be a dad (or on d way to be one)

the wave and frequency are not there anymore. dont you think so? or is it just me?

+__+