Wednesday, May 29, 2013

God's plan is always the best

my besties, we have this one group in whatsapp. thru that we chatting. gossiping. update everyones latest news. sharing all beauty tips and all those weird tips (read: 18sx). those kind of things. oh. did i mentioned that my besties are my schoolmates. we are like siblings. we love each other. very much. the girls you grew up with during your teeanger, i mean rebel stage, your up and down friends. thats what make us kind of need each other eventhough all of us already have our own career with our own path in life.

okay. back to the whatsapp thingy. they were so excited when Enon suddenly joined the group. okay. ni entri pasal enon. sila kelik. before this she was still at U.K with her husband. and now they had came back to Malaysia with their baby, Luqmaan. by the way, baby Luqmaan is one and only Mia Sara's cousin on her dad's side. (perlulah aku cite pasal salasilah family orang kat blog kan.:p) All the moms (Enon, Aten and Biela) syok berborak pasal anak n family memasing. as usual, anak-anak dara pinggitan yang laen cuma menyampuk and just like a kid, we were like

"aku tak mandikan anak aku lagi. tadi lapa. aku da angkut tin biskut makan atas katil."
"sirius nol? ko makan atas katil? laki ko tak kesah ke?"
"laki aku da pi keje da. after dia pi keje la baru aku buat sume mende terkutuk tu."

hahaha. thats so hilariousss. my sengal-NESS friend has just came back! rindu gla kottt layan perangai dia. (by the way, Ainul is one of our rebellious member yang femes kat skola dulu. but after PMR, her parents transferred her to other school)

and then, i chatted with my dear super cute friend, aten. shes already 4 months pregnant. i miss her so muchhh!!~ tak sabar nak pegang perut.^^ borak macam-macam and she said something to me..


"Dont worry dear. In shaa Allah.. Perancangan Allah adalah yang terbaik."

i know.:)
im sooo happy with my friends. their happiness are my happiness too.
thanx yunk!


oh by the way, alip will come back to Malaysia on July. back for good.:) thats a really good news! Congrats syg! we are soo proud of you. our group has about to be completed. big yeay for that! Alhamdulillah.. Terima kasih Ya Allah...



credit pic: denabahrin

Mr-Know-It-All

It was Monday. When I just came back to work after few days holiday for my sis wedding. and Monday blues? Takya cakap la. Moody tahap max kottt. It got worse when suddenly my boss asked me about the report. and i replied with "which report?." ha. amek kau. My boss told me to do it right away because she wanted to submit it on the same day. Are you kidding me? i never handled that kind of report before. (actually report untuk DOE = Department of Environment, selalunya bos yang buat. and i wud just complied it)

Okay. Its okay. You can do it. buat slow2.

To be honest i wassss so upset that day. Tak taw pasai pa. and botaq kept asking me "nape ko senyap je arini?" Bila rehat, bos and botaq ajak pi kuar makan. i told them i wanna eat at the canteen with nicole n farah. tengah emo kan. haha. sebab before tu farah dah suh teman dia makan. hee.. bila nak pi panggil nicole ajak makan, i saw her talking with botaq. then i asked her

botaq ajak ko makan ngan dia ke?
takla. dia tak ajak aku pon.
astu dia cakap pe?
dia cakap "ko stay la sini. teman ifi makan."
hahahaha. sirius? baek jugak budak tu kadang-kadang.

oohh. sometimes despite of his annoying attitude, he can be really thoughtful-kind-guy. hee. thats really my friend!:P
....
sebab my mood still belom okay petang tu, i texted him..
i was soo stress arini. rasa nak ngamuk je. dahla keje banyak. bos plak suh buat report. nak kena isi borang la. bla bla. im not ready to work. bla bla bla..
...
...
pi basuh muka, selawat, baca ayat kursi.

this big bro of mine, bila datang alim dia pelik jugak kan. haha. *ujarku dalam hati.

but... im soo depressed. serious.-.-"

haha. fie sebenarnya tak puas hadap wedding ur sis kan.


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now i know why i felt so bad mood.
guess it was the best answer.
for now.
thanks bro.

hehe..

Thursday, May 16, 2013

shes a big girl now

today is my birthday.
oh. my 26th birthday to be exact.
i slept wayyy to early last night. didnt even realized all text and whatsapp coming in.
okay.
will update later.
ive got something to do.
bye peeps.^^
 
17 May 2013
Okay. Last night was really fun. Celebrate my birthday with collegues. Thanks to En. Jaafar for your kindness thought to belanja us makan-makan. May Allah grant you happiness and rezeki yang halal dan berpanjangan. Amin.:) Oh. Thanks to Nicole and Botaq yang tak menghiraukan kewujudan aku semalam rupa-rupanya mereka pi beli kek senyap-senyap.:P Love you guys! and Thanks to those whos coming and teman sy makan lastnyte. Kak Nurul, kak pah, ikhwan, en. Reza, en. Wan, abg Mie yang gedik. hehe.
 
Oh. its raining cats and dog outside. Du'a during rainfall is among du'a yang akan dimakbulkan. Sila tadah tangan dan berdoa sekarang.:)
 
emm. Honestly im not really used to it. Celebrate birthday, main tiup2 lilin in front of people who you dont really close with. i guess i was too shy. kalau Cpah ada mesti dia cakap "macikkk. muka ko sangat merah!" because i really can felt it. the hot blood running through my cheek veins. segan glaaa kott.
 
wish?
To be a great muslimah. jadi baek. i mean really good.
Bersihkan hati. itu penting!
A good daughter and cute sista. lol.
Be a good friend.
and im looking for my soulmate. have you met him?

...


Dear God,
Please lead my life the way you wanted it to be. dont let me astray. and please dont let me be alone in this world. Thanks ya Allah.

and the wish goes on.

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