my new addiction!

hehe. i just realised this new obsession when i was looking at my profile pic in fb. so lame. baru nak perasan sekarang. paddia tah. bila upload gambar raya aritu, i was like apsal sume gambar tudung yang sama? sy rasa sy ada penyakit gla kan kaler pink peach tu! tak caye? ce tengok!

pakai baju merah pon, aku hentam tale tudung pink gak. haha. tapi macam matching je. lol.

see! kuar ngan member pon!+___+ bila ada satu baju tu kaler pink, wawa tros cakap "fie beli la! kalau ko pakai mesti cantek. dat colour is sooo efie.." haihh. since when member aku lagi alert dr aku sendiri ni.-.-" keliru sy sebentar.

aku sangattttt suka baju polkadot. baju kurung act. aritu jalan cari baju raya ngan qaliz kat jalan tar. tak taw bape kali pusing sbb nak carik baju polkadot. tapii yang cantek sume mahal. duh..~ memang la. mana ada baju cantek dan murah.:p last skali, aku pon pasrah sebab takde duet time tu. tapii.. bila balek melaka, i found this kemeja.

err. again, nude pink peach.:)

astu laswik gi jalan kat downtown jalan reko. sy jumpa skirt yang sangatttt cantek! hehe. beli untuk Jia. tu pon pkir lebih seploh kali whether i shud give her that skirt or keep it myself. tapii sy bukan reti pakai skirt pon. then tros msg Jia. "i bought a skirt for you. tapi cam biasa, t bg i pinjam bila k.ep nak. lol." macam tak ikhlas kan. haha.

aaa. pakai ngan blouse putih sumpah cantek. haihh. pengsan.

act this blouse came in 2 colours. blue+pink peach. but setelah berperang ngan qaliz lebih setengah jam (tipoo), last2 aku pon beralah. because she wanted to look demure rather than casual. n dia da belambak baju kaler biru dan wardrobe aku plak penuh ngan mende kaler pink. haha. so switch colour wud be the best choice. so we end up ngan aku amek biru n qaliz amek pink. hekkk. mesti sekejap je aku suka baju ni. hoho.

and...
you know what!
the best part of this shopping thingy was...

sy jumpa mende yang siriusly sy carik selama ni. hee~ wah ayat..

baju kurung polkadot! aaaahh. mak sukeeeee.. sy dan qaliz beli kat PKNS Bangi. murah je. dahla kurung moden. act i want to wear it on Raya Haji wiken ni, tapii. ritu kawan along kawen. dan sy pula bukan tergolong dalam kategori mereka-mereka yang penyabar. so i wore it on that day. hehe. syantekkksss. puji baju sendiri. kau hado? haha.


astu bila tengok balik wardrobe baju, aku yang macam haihhh la nurul syafinas. kau patut bukak kilang baju kaler pink. +____+

is there still a future for me?

seminggu ni hati aku bukan main tak tenang lagi. i dont even know to whom i should turn to. and all i did was duduk dalam bilik dan baca buku. Im in tears everytime i thought about him. Him. Apa yang buat aku rasa tawar hati sangat macam ni pun aku tak tahu.

Walking away.
the circle goes like this.

He is after me, but i am after you. He is calling me, but i am calling you. He is loving me, but i am loving you. But you will never realize how much i like you. Suddenly he stops loving me. then thats the time when i'll stop loving you.

time is running away.

then theres the time when you are there to chase me but im no longer around...

i want to let you go.

the more i hold onto you, the more i will get hurt in this cruel journey.

Tentang seseorang

I miss him...
the one who would came to me every time he missed me.
the one who would told me that he missed me without ive to ask him.
the one who would called me with all those sweet words.
dear, sweetheart, beautiful girl...

i miss the old you.
i really miss you....

Teruntukmu hatiku,
ingin ku bersuara
Merangkai semua tanya,
imaji yang terlintas
Berjalan pada satu,
tanya s’lalu menggangguku
Seseorang, itukah dirimu kasih

Kepada yang tercinta,
inginnya ku mengeluh
Semua resah didiri,
mencari jawab pasti

Akankah, seseorang
yang ku impikan kan hadir
Raut halus,menyelimuti jantungku
Cinta hanyalah cinta,hidup dan mati untukmu,
mungkinkah semua tanya,
kau yang jawab

Dan tentang seseorang,
itu pula dirimu,
ku bersumpah akan mencinta

if i cud turn back time....

Oh God.. plis send my love to her

At first i dont really like it when you are with him. its because i dont want you hurt anymore. being with someone younger than you, you have to train him to be a matured and responsible man. but.. seeing you were so happy when you talk with him made me approved him automatically even though i feel like i only approved him half heartedly. haha. yeah. im so protective when it comes about all my girlfriends. hee~ your happiness will be my happiness too. Thanx Allah for giving her the love that she searched all this while. Thanx for making her happy again.:)

Ya Allah .. when will i find someone that really love me like that? cud you plis send him to me?-.-" I know You've already planned everything for me. im just asking, if you cud send him once im ready?

Everyone must have their own true love somewhere in this world..

Do you really like me?

Its a two different things when you said, "yes, i like you" instead of "yes, i do." or when i said "i miss you" and you replied with "me too" when i really want you to say "i miss you too." emm. maybe its just me. or because i dont know if you were really sincere with me or not....

because i miss you!

Juniorku-yang-sewel-tapi-comey post sumthing kat fb. Naseb baek dia cam kiut ala2 korea. so leh la nak layan kepala masuk air dak kecik ni. hoho. tapiii. cam bapak gay minat super junior. haha. (he will never find my blog ryte?:p) after watching that vid, i scrolled down all his vid yang dia upload kat fb. 1 je la yang cam menarik hati.

the vid called "koleksi drama student UMT (versi korea)"

its a 4.++ minutes vid. and its not about the vid i want to talk about. also not about all the un-talented actors+actress in that vid. haha. its about all the places thatve been taken in that short vid.

Pantai Tok Jembal, stadium runtuh, masjid kristal, pantai batu buruk, A&W Batu Buruk, satu-satunya McD+Secret Recipe yang ada kat terengganu..

aaaaa!!!!~ i miss themmm!! so much!

theres no superb-great mall like sunway piramid or pavi in that city. But it gave us something that we always appreciate and cant forget. in which all those things we are absodamnlutely cannot get it in here. (-____-) This wiken ill be at Sarawak. ala2 vacation gak la. N u noe what, i always told myself, the 1st place i will go after i finish my study is Terengganu. haihhh~ tiba-tiba belum habis belajar dah pegi srwk dlu. Pe cite ni?+___+ hee~

Sebab takde mall, shopping kat kedai area mpkt tu jela.

One thing about tganu, even ko selekeh cane pon, takde orang kesah..:p

anyway..~ you look beautiful dear!


Kehidupan di pantai. sangat tenang kan?

Paintball!

Malam-malam lepak kat pantai..

Macam ramai. padahal housemate aku + osmet ajieq je.:p ehh..~ sang gajah yang cantek! beliau peneman aku beli baju bundle.:)


and i really2 love this moment!

this is why i love marine bio so much! astu tatkala aku tengok mereka yang pakai heels+skirt pendek sambil rambut yang sangat cantek dan mereka yang gla stylo pakai skirt labuh ala2 hana tajima ngan shawl yang kalerful nak2 yang amek kos masscom kat uitm yang kerek gla tu padahal uitm s.alam je kottt, kitorg mesti cam "hee. korang mesti tak penah jumpa lumpur kan. tak penah kena campak laut kan???"

hoho. kat sana takde mapley. Kol 11 jalan dah takde kete da. hehe. so sini jela tempat yang leh lepak sampai 4,5 pagi.

stadium sultan mizan

and when i went there for the second time (time konvo), the stadium da selamat runtuh ponnn.-.-" and all the feelings were not there anymore.+___+ sedey..

Splendid silent beach~~~~

Pulau Bidongggggg~
I miss you so muchhhh!
dengar tak?

gatewayyyyy!

he will be leaving for his i-dont-know-how-many-times-already-holiday-gateway in this year.:p but this time he will go to Indonesia with family. because of this is family trip, so sy takdela se-emo time gi Redang ngan member aritu. haha. sorry. cant help it. oh. tak sabar nak tunggu nexwik. cam nervous jugak sebab nak gi sarawak. huuuu~

btw..
i know you are very thoughtful, nais, kind hearted, pemurah dan penyayang. *cough. but plis.. dont buy any keychain, or fridge magnet or i love Bandung t-shirt k.:p

Have a safe journey. amek gambar asif banyak2!!!~

i miss you la! macam nak makan ayam penyek arini.+__+ tunggu awk-yang-kuat-bekerja-24/7-nonstop, kempunan sy kottt. okay bye.:)

sorry pakcikkk. sy curik gmbar anak buah awk.:b


p/s: your InsyaAllah always ada 30% promise je. taw tak kalau cakap insyaAllah tu dah dikira 99% janji.:p *random talk. lol. selamat bercuti!!!~ sila ceriakan kehidupan anda.^^

I will stay

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no - one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you
Haven't made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I've known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
No, there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love, To make you feel my love

Behind every girls favourite song, there is an untold stories.

selfish. i am.

"if hes really mean for you, he wont leave."

That pic...

...but i really want to make it as my profile pic...-.-"

the world is so cold.

Chamber of Secret

I never have my own room. I mean a room without sharing with others. In my new house, err. Villa to be exact.:p I have a room just for myself. Act, I hv to share it with aca. But since aca lived at her parents house in putrajaya, so this ‘chamber’ will obviously be mine.:D So, having a personal room/space made me sooo excited. Terasa nak decorate macam2. Ni baru bilik. Belum rumah sendiri lagi. Haihh~+__+

A sneak peak to my chamber.

Oh! The cadar and bantal have different corak. Lol. Thats because masa 1^st nyte after pindah rumah tu, I couldn’t find my cadar. So I just asked qaliz if dia ada cadar lebih coz I was too tired untuk punggah kotak-kotak yang banyak tu just untuk cari cadar. Kekeke.:p and the white big teddy bear hujung bantal tu is cipah’s. tapiii. Sy yang guna dan buat seperti harta sendiri. But I didn’t intend to. Its just all my patung+teddy bear bersaiz sangat comel dan macam tak nikmat je nak peluk. -.-’’

You know that I cant live without heechul right? Haha. Okay bye.

Im rimas with this tempat gantung baju.-.-'' but I don’t have anywhere else to put them. Im thinking of putting them outside of my room. Tapii nanti macam leceh la plak kan.

note: ada 1 je baju kurung. nampak sangat haku memang malas pakai baju kurung. hew hewww..-.-"

Oh! That’s my lil bro’s pic. Adek kesayangan. Harusla bawak ke mana-mana gambar beliau.^^

Im also rimas with that kotak2. Tapi tu kotak buku. Takleh nak letak bawah katil.+__+

I like to put a book/novel besides me although I didn’t read them. Harap maklum.:p Usually I put my laptop on my ‘meja jepon’. But time ni cam malas nak alihkan laptop tu. Macam bersepah kan. Haha. Ada haku kesah.

It looked quite small in this pic. But I guess, this room is really big untuk saye sorang. Sebab sy penakut. Huu~ tapii beriya nak dok sorang. Paddiaaa.:p

Gonna start a new phase in life here. and I love how this room makes me feel like im home. Huu~ hopefully I will get a job that’s not far from here. So that I dont have to find a new place. Aminnn~ im afraid if I cant find any place better than this. Whatever it is, im so thankful for what Allah gave to us. All the hardships, segala macam dugaan. I know we all can get thru this. InsyaAllah. Nak kaco qaliz kat seblah. Goodbye peeppssss~

All the best syg~

My sis Jia will be sitting for PMR examination tomorrow.
Semoga Allah permudahkan semuanya untuk beliau.
Tenangkan hati masa jawab soalan.
Dapat ingat apa yang dibaca.

Its 12am already.
Jia, hope you sleep well and dream of questions tomorrow!
All the best darl!
Luv u!

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Ada sorang member aku yang selalu amalkan doa ni everytime dia nak jawab pekse dulu.

Sungguh jujur dan ikhlas doa tersebut. hehe.