why do i blog? i started to create this blog last year. which at that time, i wanted to start a new life. find a new love. a true love. i just wanna write things about myself. my life. my ups and down. because i know there was someone that would always be there for me. read my story. i just know i have a life and need to keep it simple.
I really want to stick on myself "forever" that I would like to have one but I don't know how much I really want to commit. because that's all i can ever be. everything that i wrote in this blog, no matter how happy or sad i was, all that feelings were truly came from my heart.
when i fall in love with you, i feel like i have high hopes for the future. which i don't mind to tell you what had happened in my life, even i actually have the right to keep it to myself. because for me, i only have you in my life to give me strength to keep on moving forward. and because of that reason, i wanted to share all my stories with you.
but... you don't see me like how i see my future in you, like how i put my hope in you, like how i want to be honest, because i thought it was the best way to start, that i must be sincere to whoever come in my life.
but... you don't see me like how i see my future in you, like how i put my hope in you, like how i want to be honest, because i thought it was the best way to start, that i must be sincere to whoever come in my life.
maybe i'm too accepting and nice. i should've learned from my mistakes. which is bad girl will never be an angel no matter how hard she tried.
because in the end no one will accept her as she is. no one...
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i dont have any telepathic skill. if you want to say something, say it.:)