sunday blues

the gloomy and the lonely feelings has come again. my younger sista and brother were already gone. eh. go back to their hostel i mean.-.-" aaaa.. tak suka bila diorang balek sana.T.T perkataan berlawanan untuk homesick apa? aku jadi lagi sedih dari si kecik afiq kot.

i just finished cari baju untuk interview. ho.. 1 almari aku geledah. letih la maen tuka2 baju. because this is my first interview after i finished my study, so im so nervous+excited a bit. its just aritu keje jadi kerani takya nak perah-perah kepala fikir nak pakai baju apa dengan blazer bagai. everyday i wud just sarung baju kurung yang selama ni setia duduk dalam almari bahagian paleng bawah umpama melukut di tepi gantang. after habis matrik, aku paleng liat nak pakai baju kurung. nak2 duduk kat terengganu tepi pantai yang sangat panas. kalau tak panas, datang musim tengkujuh yang sume orang pakai suar tracksuit dengan t-shirt bodoh je pi kelas. macam kau tak payah nak lorat2 pakai skirt sangat la. ni terengganu je kottt.

so bila da keje jadi kerani, tepaksa la cari balek sume baju kurung. separuh darinya da selamat dikidnap oleh Jia bawak gi ostel beliau. then aku just pakai jela apa yang ada. i cant believe it. i can still wearing all my baju kurung yang aku ada since form 1.:) baju tu makin besa ke aku yang makin kecik? hewhewhew..

but honestly, everytime i went to the firm where i worked, i wud felt really satisfied with my attire. even aku just pakai baju kurung biasa dengan tudung indon tu. nampak macam gadis yang ayu. haha. macam kau deam la budak kampung! hihi. okay fine. but frankly speaking, it was the most comfortable attire in the world.XDD

fara will be in melaka for this whole week. she kept texting me asking when i will be free. sorry dear. im not avoiding you. its just.. im not in the position to meet all my friends right now. i know.. i should spend time with you to forget about all of this things. but please give me some time. you are a very good friend. i know that. thats why i love you.^^