forever will be..

dear diary...

they are being ridiculous. again.. i just cant believe it.. why they treat me like this? T___T

i am not live in this world to live up to other people expectations. im not perfect. please understand me.

you made your own decision. and you should be responsible with its outcome. every choice that we made will have consequences. and i know im old enough to be responsible with my own decision.

i dont know. maybe i dont have any right to make my own choice. but it is my life that you were talking about. you still dont know anything about me. why? because you never trust me. you never try to understand my situations. my feelings. you should at least talk to me. asked my opinion. because thats the only way to earn my respect.

the rejections made me feels so down.-.-" seemed like ive been betrayed. again. can you at least grant my wish? just for my happiness.T.T im so sensitive when talking about jodoh.

and im here to be me. thats all i'll ever be.


Ya Allah.. please award me patience to face all these things...