so, dance your final dance!

today is the first time i visit the site. learned many things from EO over there. yana. she is so nice. amek master eia kat upm. eh. lupa nak tanya dia kenal botaq ke tak. (-__-)" sorry Taq. i always forgot about you.:P since shes almost in the same situation with me. fresh grad, master eia which was only learned theory for about one and a half year. so she told me all the difficulties that she had to go through time awal-awal kerja dulu. i mean, budak yang belajar teori tiba-tiba nak masuk site, kena design macam-macam benda and handle all those machines. siapa tak cuak kan. for the 1st three months tu memang nanges laaaaa.

actually.. there was a time when i went back to melaka with kak rai. my senior kat sharodz dulu. shes an engineer. memang kena duduk kat site la. when i was in her car, aku nampak topi putih yang orang pakai time kat site tu. yang selalunya ada tunjuk dalam lagu-lagu patriotik malaysia. cam dalam lagu ini. "buruh, nelayan dan juga petani, gaya hidup kini dah berubah.."

and then, i was like "your job is sooooo cool sis!"

padahal its just a hat. i mean, even mamat bangla yang kerja panjat bangunan pon pakai topi tu kan (which at that time i tot yellow hat was much more cooler than white hat sebab masih noob dan tak taw topi kuning untuk general worker.:P). tapii. maybe because shes a girl. so salute tu lebih sket la. ngeh3.

i went to the site. watching all the workers doing their works. attended meeting dengan orang jepon. tengok orang-orang hebat argue. err. diorang lebih kepada bertengkar actually. sebab mat saleh tu takmo mengalah. astu project manager pon degil jugak.:b but for me, its a great exposure. thanx to my temporary boss. encik nizam yang sangat baik hati. told you.. there are so many good people in this world.^.^ kan best kalau boleh teros kerja dengan beliau. huuu~

after balek dari karak. boss bagi balek rumah teros. because i still have to go there tomorrow. pinjam boot+topi kak anis. naseb baek kaki beliau kecik jugak.XDD oh! saya tak sesat dah arini. alhamdulillah.:) ingatkan nak pi lawat Adi. tapi badan letih gla kot. after mandi teros pengsan. nak bangun makan pon da tak larat. tu kau baru pegi site 3 jam je kot. (-___-)" silalah minum tongkat ali banyak-banyak pasni fie.

oh! talking about the hat. ive got a message from my mother yesterday. bunyinya adalah begini:

"mama lupa nak suruh bawak topi koboy yang ada kat rumah. panas macam mana pon ep kena pinjam topi sape-sape. kalau tak pon, gi beli topi jenis cina tanam sayur sebab KULIT MUKA KENA JAGA KALAU TAK IA BERJERAGAT. (*sumpah yang ni sume capslock okay) k bye."

amboiiii. my mom. (-___-)" apa susah sangat.

New york skin solution kan ada.^___^/

dont be afraid of being hurt.

just believe in yourself.

and everything will be just fine.

InsyaAllah...