and no one likes to be alone

i told my aunt that i wanna go back to my house. but i didnt meant to lie to her. the thing about lying is... you just want to protect them from knowing the truth. and getting worried about you. so, its a good thing right? hehe. (ajaran siapa kau pakai ni fie?:p) so yesterday i had to tell her that ive got a company in my house. but the truth is, theres no one there. kak huda+kak ekin were already went back to their hometown since it was still a school holiday.

ITS JUST... i dont like being burden to anybody. thats the reason why i decide to live alone for these 2 weeks. i guess its not that scary since im already 25. theres nothing to be afraid of. im just worried about my car. if theres something wrong (Nauzubillah), i dont know who should i call. this is why i dont like being away from my family and friends. (-__-)" oh maro. aku doa kau kena posting kat jb. haha. aminnn.XDD

i left my aunt's house after Maghrib. sesat la jugak on the way back from Larkin to Bandar Uda. because i always used shortcut every time i went to her house. but last night, i had to use the other way sebab jalan short cut tu takleh jalan waktu malam. it was tooo creepyyyy+scary.

arrived at my apartment. and my dad called. huuu. daddy's instinct. my dad selalu camtu. bila anak dia cam susah, mesti dia call. and he was so surprised when i told him that i went back to my apartment. i dont like live in someone else's house. it feels so awkward.T.T no matter how good and nice treatment that they gave to you, i still felt like an outsider. kalau datang time wiken je boleh la.^^ besides i was close with kak wa. shes still had on-call everyday. houseman memang camtu. cant do anything about that. so i felt so alone. okay. apart from that, i cant wear shorts and be 'im-sexy-and-i-know-it' if i stay there. hehe. thats a really valid reason i can come out with.:p

and upon reaching my apartment. i looked at kak huda's totally-messy-room. i was like..

HomeSweetHomeeeee!!!~

biarla tade bibik pon. i really feel at ease. Alhamdulillah. baca yasin. dan sekarang kita boleh bergembira sorang-sorang.:)

The end!

Note: Maka, aktiviti harini selepas kerja adalah mengemas rumah. dengan semangatnya beli plastik sampah tadi.XDD dont worry Umi. i will still go and help kak biha this weekend. hehe.^.^

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and oh! He said...

"you became more and more independent now. kalau tak dulu manja gla kott."

"haha!!~ (is that a compliment?) aah kan. saya pon tak sangka.XDD"