its annoying. entry emo. jangan baca kalau taknak stress.

being me, i can easily love someone just by reading her blog. although i never met her. but i can still fall with her by reading her story. the way she wrote about how she feels. the way she described about her love ones. be it her boyfriend yang dah selamat jadi husband or her sons yang da makin besar. her ups and down. and i can be the most loyal and great reader in the world.

but on the other hand, being me (again). i dont like people reading my stories. my disappointment, all the upset-emo-down entries. all the broken-hearted kinda thing all over again. oh dont get me wrong. i just want you to know that if you read this blog, you'll know me. im not the one who loves to tell other people how i feel. kak rai once asked me,

"why you dont want to give me your url add?"

"because i dont want other people to read my story. this is private blog."

"if private blog, asal tak tules dalam microsoft word and simpan sendiri."

*silent moment.

"oh. SEBAB if tules dalam word, theres no excitement in that. i cant post any videoclip that i like.XDD"

Okay!

the thing is.

if you read from my first entry. maybe you'll understand what im talking about.:b i can still tolerate if you are one of my bestfriends that really care about me. okay. put aside ekin.(because shes my best blog reader). heee. and dir (just found out that she loves to read my patheticraptastic life story. huhu)

because they are my bestfriends!

and bestfriend

they dont judge. remember?

they support each other.

other than those ppl, please dont leave here without a trace. still.. i need to know who you are.

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because silent strangers can be so annoying.

thats all.