Like I Said, Not Everyone Will Understand This

my dream last night was really awesome! i rode a parachute!

someone who afraid of height like me. the one who keep seeking for excuses

for not climbing up this 33kv building.

During our site walkabout, all the consultants told me that i should go up there saying there were lotttts of environmental issues there. but i insist dont want to go up. and who cares? if they messed up the place, they should be the one who clean up back. i dont care.:P

enuf bout the dream. i came across one of my friend's status at fb. okay. heres from my part.

honestly.. i dont really text my friends. thats really not my forte.

be it my ordinary friend or even my BFF. questions like how many siblings do you have. or whats your favourite song? im not really good in answering all those things. i mean.. do we really have to do this? can we skip the introduction part?

take adi for example. i rarelyyyyy reply his text. when i said rarely, i really meant it. it was sort of like this.

haha. dah selalu sangat dia cakap sensorang. the timing were always off.+__+ keep texting while i was at site. or when i was asleep. or. during solat. or makan. ohh. wateva adi. everytime he was looking for me, i wud replied...

"pls adi. jangan kacau kehidupan aku yang aman damai tanpa gangguan dari ko."

hee~. hes my BFF. and for the reason he cud stand with my (read: OUR include qaliz) totally-ANTM-behavior made us love him more. okay. (do i really need to brag about him in this precious blog?) the thing about him was the more we ignored him, the more he became annoying. it goes like this.

adi text me. hoping me to entertain him. and i ignored.

he then texted qaliz. and again. he was being ignored.

suddenly he send a link to both of us. he said it was something interesting to be clicking at.

we both click.

and we both screamed.(0__o)

because it was an idiot-scary-haramjadah link.

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and we got message saying "padan muka korang. sape suh tak layan aku."

and i cursed him like "hoiii gla. aku tido sorang kotttt malam ni! demmit."

hahaha. and again. why adi is my bestfriend?

i tend to lepaking with my friends rather than texting them (put aside my girl friends). hanging out with Kucai, KK, Maro n botaq until 2, 3am at McD was much more cooler than watching movies with them. i mean, the bonding time created when you chatting, updating and sharing stories about your life with your buddies. it was so great spending time with them watching bola and layan shisha (exclude me opkos). oohh.i miss those moments so much.T.T

but now.. i dont really do all that. but once a while i will go out with aini or amal or farah. doing girlfriends stuff.:)

and for now, i dont really go out with guys. or lepaking with them. i mean my colleague here. i know they're really nice. it doesnt meant that i dont want to be friend with them. its just.. im not that close with them.

maybe because i chose not to. i will become really choosy when it comes to friend. but here. there are some friends that i really thankful because Allah send them here. and to the guy who wud neva say NO every time i need help. Thank you so much.:') To suffi, jiha n ayie, be healthy. be strong. May Allah bless you all my friend.^^

sebab ni bukan zaman belajar yang semua orang sebok sms untuk merapatkan silaturrahim. bila dah bekerja, everythings change. i changed. u changed too. kita memang tak boleh puaskan hati semua orang. sebab kita cuma manusia biasa.

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