Sometimes i tend to believe all those advice. blimey. instead of getting drunk, (i know as muslims we cant do that), i went through a similar situation just like that.
as for me, the most unstable and subconscious i run into whenever i woke up in the middle of the night. last night i slept quite early around 10pm (minus half an hour to be exact). hahaha. dont know why. lately, after solat isya' i wud reading magazine or novel before i sleep since i was still in the middle of 'break up' stage after abes tengok HIMYM aritu. so i tak stat pon lagi tengok TVD sebab mood tak sampai lagi. apakah?+__+ hehe. So, lastnyte time tengah baca CLEO, baru 7 helai kott da terlelap suda. heh. typical ifi.-.-"
suddenly i woke up. around 12.30am i guess. looking for my hp. i know, im not really myself for these days. had some emotional issue with my heart, my feelings and everything. emo ngan botaq sampai nanges. haha. dah tu seap ngadu dengan bos and she was like..
bos: budak tu memang mulut jahat. tapi dia tu mulut je jahat. gurau tak fikir orang. ifi dah kenal lama takkan tak taw perangai dia camane lagi
me: dah taw mulut jahat pi kawan dengan kak ros la! takyah sakitkan hati orang.
haha. emo gla kottt.:P k.rose (bukan nama sebenar) is our admin menejer (LOL). okay selingan. lets continue shall we? sampai mana dah tadi?
1. oh. i pick up my phone. i really wanted to text someone. but according to my sensible mind, girl shudnt text a guy in the middle of the night since you dont have any relation with him. really? i told myself. "pull yourself together ifi! hang on!" boleh? at time like this, i need some distractions. i text 2 2 manusia yang bernama khaliz which i believed both of them dah selamat terbongkang tido.-.-" aih.. 2 2 tak reply. those 2 people which i know wont judge me. okay. that brother of mine might judge a little. but at least i knew he will support me. otherwise haku putus sedara kalau tak sapot. hikhik.
since nobody was there.. i hold my hp. go through to the name list. okay. find it!
"hey.. i think im in love with you."
seriously? am i drunk? i off hp because i was still sleepyyy at that time (okay. kind of nervous actually! of course i nebes!! i just confessed to someone!!) now. i shud go back to sleep right.-.-"
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2. oh. i pick up my hp. since qaliz and my dear cuzzy dint reply my text, i searched for the guy's no. reading all his messages. smiles. and go back to sleep.
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yes. i know. when its after 2 am, i should just go to sleep. because i was not in the right mind to make any decision. SO, i chose the second option. thanks HIMYM.
the end.
since nobody was there.. i hold my hp. go through to the name list. okay. find it!
"hey.. i think im in love with you."
seriously? am i drunk? i off hp because i was still sleepyyy at that time (okay. kind of nervous actually! of course i nebes!! i just confessed to someone!!) now. i shud go back to sleep right.-.-"
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2. oh. i pick up my hp. since qaliz and my dear cuzzy dint reply my text, i searched for the guy's no. reading all his messages. smiles. and go back to sleep.
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yes. i know. when its after 2 am, i should just go to sleep. because i was not in the right mind to make any decision. SO, i chose the second option. thanks HIMYM.
the end.



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