i feel like ive screwed everything up all over again. what did you do for the past 2 years? i dont even know. ive wasted 2 years of my life with doing nothing. oh. did i say 2 years? maybe i shouldnt step into 'master world' at all. i know.. everyone makes mistake. but theres a different when you made a mistake in the early stage of your life instead of making mistake when you already 24 years old.
and watching all your friends are so happy with their life, it makes you feel more pathetic than ever. tu belum campur dengan yang post gambar2 kawen. oh friends. im not jealous. (maybe a lil bit). but im happy for you. i swear!
but.. me? i dont know where went wrong. for now, i guess i really need blessing from my parents. i will follow everything that you said. mama, kerani pon boleh la kan? you really want me to stay here. in Melaka right? emm. if thats what make you happy, then i will do it. its better than kerja kat gurdian or speedmart right? okay. stay positive.
... after form 5, i never stay for a long time in Melaka. i dont even know jalan-jalan kat sini. in fact jalan kat bandar Melaka pon saya fail. okay. thats too much. tapiii.. i still remember jalan kat penang and terengganu.+__+ now.. it feels so weird. i never thought i will make this decision. because perangai rebel saya yang bajet independent and prefer stay far away from family lebih kurang perangai along.:b but now, i guess i want to follow angah's step. and let Allah mudahkan semuanya.
i cant believe that 2011 is almost over. see, how fast things go. and we are getting older. it makes me regret of certain things that i did.T.T i need to start from bottom. slowly. as if theres a guy can wait for me. can you? emm. its okay if you cant. i am nobody.
i need to sort out all my feelings and life. i need some time for myself... i hate this uncertainty feeling. it brings no good at all. it makes me feel really tired.-.-" im not okay. im just a human with too many flaws.
Sometimes, it is so easy to get caught up in our own little world that we forget we are all apart of a bigger picture, it may not be you today, but it could be you tomorrow. Let’s not take life for granted or turn a blind eye to those in trouble. Keep on praying ! Allah is always there :)
and watching all your friends are so happy with their life, it makes you feel more pathetic than ever. tu belum campur dengan yang post gambar2 kawen. oh friends. im not jealous. (maybe a lil bit). but im happy for you. i swear!
but.. me? i dont know where went wrong. for now, i guess i really need blessing from my parents. i will follow everything that you said. mama, kerani pon boleh la kan? you really want me to stay here. in Melaka right? emm. if thats what make you happy, then i will do it. its better than kerja kat gurdian or speedmart right? okay. stay positive.
... after form 5, i never stay for a long time in Melaka. i dont even know jalan-jalan kat sini. in fact jalan kat bandar Melaka pon saya fail. okay. thats too much. tapiii.. i still remember jalan kat penang and terengganu.+__+ now.. it feels so weird. i never thought i will make this decision. because perangai rebel saya yang bajet independent and prefer stay far away from family lebih kurang perangai along.:b but now, i guess i want to follow angah's step. and let Allah mudahkan semuanya.
i cant believe that 2011 is almost over. see, how fast things go. and we are getting older. it makes me regret of certain things that i did.T.T i need to start from bottom. slowly. as if theres a guy can wait for me. can you? emm. its okay if you cant. i am nobody.
i need to sort out all my feelings and life. i need some time for myself... i hate this uncertainty feeling. it brings no good at all. it makes me feel really tired.-.-" im not okay. im just a human with too many flaws.
Sometimes, it is so easy to get caught up in our own little world that we forget we are all apart of a bigger picture, it may not be you today, but it could be you tomorrow. Let’s not take life for granted or turn a blind eye to those in trouble. Keep on praying ! Allah is always there :)
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i dont have any telepathic skill. if you want to say something, say it.:)