Feelings

As a normal human being, who wants to feel sad? who wants to have a mood swing? who wants to waste their time with stupid emotion like a loser? No one. Even when we are facing bad news, we still hope for smile. When we fall, we still pray that someone would lend their hand to hold us up and get our feet back on the ground. Someone to understand us. From time to time, we hope for happiness, we pray for love, we pray for smiles to greet our day. In a humble way, we dont want much, we just dont want to get hurt. Not even once. And we work for it. For the best of us.

But who are we, to tell people around us "hey, dont mess with me" or tell your body "hey body, dont have pms." But who are we to hope others will understand us? Who are we for them to think before they act or speak? Who are we for them to be concern of our feelings? Who are we to be appreciated as we are? To be cherished every minutes? and to be loved for all the time?

And there goes, because we are nobody, we eat the feeling. We tell, we lose. We keep we die. So we rather waste our time by thinking and thinking. Why did they do this? And why it must be me to feel this way? For a loser like me, I might end up crying.

But darling, life is too short to feel bad, to feel sad. Why bother when there is no one who understands us, or no one to make us feel appreciated? We still have God listening to us, you know the one we cant see but we can feel. Or at least, we still have ourselves. Why most of the time we feel like we have nobody though the fact is, by standing on our feet, we are tough enough? Cant you see, we became small, tiny, and dependable when we hope on others. Come on, we are good in our own way. Allah never put us aside when we are bad. He accepts us as we are, because he created us and he knows whats the best for us.

So if you think you are that bad, stupid, loser or whatever, think again. He knows best. Thats why he created you to have complicated emotions. Its hard to be positive every time we had a problem. And i know its not okay. Its just a phase a life. Ups and downs. Dear.. I pray you will get through this. You are not alone.


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