"i think you are the one who keep looking for him. the problem lies in you. i dont think he likes you. cant you just let him go? and you know what.. you are really stubborn. ingat bila dah besar, kurang la sket degil dia."
sis.. i really love you. but sometimes i cant understand you. okay. then what? you dont know anything about us. why we had to meet behind you. i dont understand why you cant accept him while his family can accept me. why you have to pressure me with all those kind of questions every time i came back to this home. why you cant just let us be...
as the saying goes 'kalau ada jodoh tak kemana'. ever heard of that? we are still young. if we're really not meant to be, then we wont be together no matter how hard we tried. people learned from mistakes dear. you dont need to tell us what we should do or shouldnt do. we still have a long journey before we will have a thought about getting married. you dont have to be such a controller about a life of 24 years old girl. im old enuf to create more trouble about my future. trust me. i know about my feelings. if i get hurt, i know how to handle it. i guess.... *lol.
as you said just now, im a stubborn girl after all. what do you expect. Allah knows better. can you pray for my happiness and let Allah tell me what i should do. coz i know Hes already planned everything for me and He knows who is the best soulmate for me. you dont have to worry about me. coz i will only think about marry someone when i already have savings in my acct. lama lagi kottttttt. so until i find someone that i really want him to be my husband (let say 2 mo years), you dont have to bother all the grey matters in your brain about me and my cousin. because we are not rushing into that and we dont even know what kind of feelings we had for each other. haha. (so good to be true huh?) its kind of complicated. i dont know how to explain it. if hes really not for me, then i will know it when the time comes. Okay. Thanx bye.
and im willing to face all the obstacles if it can bring something good for me.
remember about my rainbow?
so lets just have a faith... :)
InsyaAllah, He will clear up the road you will walk in and give you His blessing.
amin...
sis.. i really love you. but sometimes i cant understand you. okay. then what? you dont know anything about us. why we had to meet behind you. i dont understand why you cant accept him while his family can accept me. why you have to pressure me with all those kind of questions every time i came back to this home. why you cant just let us be...
as the saying goes 'kalau ada jodoh tak kemana'. ever heard of that? we are still young. if we're really not meant to be, then we wont be together no matter how hard we tried. people learned from mistakes dear. you dont need to tell us what we should do or shouldnt do. we still have a long journey before we will have a thought about getting married. you dont have to be such a controller about a life of 24 years old girl. im old enuf to create more trouble about my future. trust me. i know about my feelings. if i get hurt, i know how to handle it. i guess.... *lol.
as you said just now, im a stubborn girl after all. what do you expect. Allah knows better. can you pray for my happiness and let Allah tell me what i should do. coz i know Hes already planned everything for me and He knows who is the best soulmate for me. you dont have to worry about me. coz i will only think about marry someone when i already have savings in my acct. lama lagi kottttttt. so until i find someone that i really want him to be my husband (let say 2 mo years), you dont have to bother all the grey matters in your brain about me and my cousin. because we are not rushing into that and we dont even know what kind of feelings we had for each other. haha. (so good to be true huh?) its kind of complicated. i dont know how to explain it. if hes really not for me, then i will know it when the time comes. Okay. Thanx bye.
and i believe in this!
they said we wont meet wrong ppl in our lives.
be good to the nice ppl and learn lessons from bad ppl.
we need them in our lives.
they said we wont meet wrong ppl in our lives.
be good to the nice ppl and learn lessons from bad ppl.
we need them in our lives.
and im willing to face all the obstacles if it can bring something good for me.
remember about my rainbow?
so lets just have a faith... :)
InsyaAllah, He will clear up the road you will walk in and give you His blessing.
amin...
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i dont have any telepathic skill. if you want to say something, say it.:)