Sunday, July 10, 2011

Aku berubah kerana mereka

Frankly speaking, I dont love reading. if i were to recall, theres only a few novel that i really love and still remember about it. The collection of Sweet Valley's stories. eh. tu je kott. *tu pon sebab hero dalam novel tu ensem. Other than that, theres no english novel laen yang mampu menggugat dan menarik hati aku ni.:p But.. when i met my bestfriend at UMT, ive changed. i became someone who really love reading books. all the novels. cecilia ahern, jk rowling, collection mars vs venus, national geography. he was so kindhearted to gv me many books as a presents for me. paling teruk dan malas pon, if time tu siriusly takde buku, aku amek majalah CLEO sebagai bahan bacaan. but.. sometimes, i guess reading blogs also can make me feel calm and enjoy at the same time.^^

hmm.. thats only in term of hobby. now.. ive met someone. someone who can change me. they said i must be someone yang ego+suka jeles. and i asked them why? and then they replied "sebab hidung kau tinggi."-.- oh. now i know. aku macam akui keadaan ni.:p tapiii.. kuat cemburu tu ye. Ego? i dont know. maybe. hu.. but one thing for sure, aku tersangatttt la degil dan keras kepala. now.. after i met him. i guess i can tolerate with everything. or maybe thats because i like him so much. saya menjadi makin penyabar. :D i can tolerate with my feelings. rindu macam mana pon, aku still stable kot. tahla. i mean.. if dulu, aku da merengek-rengek gi bilik qaliz kottt. "qaliz.. aku rindu!!!!~ please entertain me. jom gi karok. shopping kat sunway ke. plis plis plisssss!!~" even gi buang sampah dan isi minyak pon aku sanggup follow kot as long as menda tu dapat distract aku dari rindu kat orang lain. hah.. lebih kurang camtu la. haha. but i hope.. i pray that this situation will lasting forever. not only for a while. tanpa dugaan kita tak tahu tahap kesabaran kita right? rindu tu satu dugaan yang menyeksakan taw tak?0__o

Its not because i dont want to put so much hope in this relationship.-.-" i just.. dont want to be disappointed and get hurt if we are really not meant to be together.

'Tuhan.. i may be a very bad servant to you. but.. i believe in you.. please grant my prayers. temukan jodoh ku dengan dia. jika dia memang tidak ditakdirkan untukku, jauhkan la dia dariku. Please.. No one can help us. except you. ya Allah. terimalah doa hamba mu ini yang imannya senipis kulit bawang. Pretty please?'


kepada awak,
thanx for changing me to a better person. happy 2 months anniversary. eh baru 2 bulan? (^__*)

p/s: macam nak carik buku ni kat mph. jom!



*credit pic roa. sekian.

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